My vent 😭😭😭😭

[Alpha9th]

Tell me about your evening. What's going on? How was your consulting? 

[-Leila-]

8 minutes ago, Alpha9th said:

Tell me about your evening. What's going on? How was your consulting? 

I do need the tube :(!. So far I've just cried and wanna self harm tbh.

[-Leila-]

I'm just broken 

[-Leila-]

I'm really hungry

[Cal_The_Oyster]

Were not leaving you out I was replying to Alex as well as to you

[-Leila-]

Just now, Thisboiistrans said:

Were not leaving you out I was replying to Alex as well as to you

Ik haha I just put that emoji because I'm tired lol  

[Alpha9th]

3 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said:

I'm really hungry

Don't you want to try those protein drinks? 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

Don't you want to try those protein drinks? 

I haven't got any money- plus my mum is out and my nans so I can't ask for money :(!

[Alpha9th]

Just now, Leilaaaa said:

I haven't got any money- plus my mum is out and my nans so I can't ask for money :(!

What do you have to drink? 

[Alpha9th]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

What do you have to drink? 

I mean, what drinks do you have? 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

I mean, what drinks do you have? 

Apple juice, squash and milk etc.

[-Leila-]

I just looked we have fruit in the freezer.

[Alpha9th]

3 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said:

Apple juice, squash and milk etc.

Can you make a milkshake? 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

Can you make a milkshake? 

How do I make one? Sorry I've never thought about this. But I want to try and overcome my demons/fears

[-Leila-]

Having anxiety attack. This is all stressing me out :(  

[-Leila-]

Are your posts being hidden @Alpha9th?

[-Leila-]

I'm going to be sick

[Alpha9th]

21 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said:

I'm going to be sick

Oh, please be okay. How are you now? Is an attack gone? 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

Oh, please be okay. How are you now? Is an attack gone? 

It's gone. I just hid under my covers for 10 mins until the monster was away. Sorry I get scared when I see things but my mum was like she couldn't see it but I could its weird.

[Alpha9th]

3 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said:

It's gone. I just hid under my covers for 10 mins until the monster was away. Sorry I get scared when I see things but my mum was like she couldn't see it but I could its weird.

It's okay now. There is no monsters. You just see things because you are hungry and anxious. 

 

Did you eat something? 

[-Leila-]

1 minute ago, Alpha9th said:

It's okay now. There is no monsters. You just see things because you are hungry and anxious. 

Did you eat something? 

No because I feel sick :(! I got some fruit out but I just get myself to eat it but I need to so I'm fighting over myself and the demons.

[Alpha9th]

36 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said:

How do I make one? Sorry I've never thought about this. But I want to try and overcome my demons/fears

Blend ice cream, milk, and whatever you like together in a blender until smooth. Pour into glass and drink. Simple, huh? :) 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

Blend ice cream, milk, and whatever you like together in a blender until smooth. Pour into glass and drink. Simple, huh? :) 

I want to make one but I feel sick and the demons :(

[Alpha9th]

Just now, Leilaaaa said:

I want to make one but I feel sick and the demons :(

Breathe. There is no demons. You are in control. It's gonna be fine. 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

Breathe. There is no demons. You are in control. It's gonna be fine. 

My chest hurts. I'm sorry for going on and on. Everything gets really tough at night