My vent 😭😭😭😭

[Cal_The_Oyster]

Oh?

[Cal_The_Oyster]

Wdym

[-Leila-]

Anyway I'm going back to crying 

[Monsoon]

Hey @leilaa

We've sent you a message to check in. I hope to hear back from you soon. 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Monsoon said:

Hey @leilaa

We've sent you a message to check in. I hope to hear back from you soon. 

Ok

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Just now, Thisboiistrans said:

Wdym

It's fine ig dw  

[Alpha9th]

5 minutes ago, leilaa said:

It's fine ig dw  

Oh, hell, is there something serious that I missed?

[-Leila-]

1 minute ago, Alpha9th said:

Oh, hell, is there something serious that I missed?

[-Leila-]

5 minutes ago, Alpha9th said:

Oh, hell, is there something serious that I missed?

Hope ur OK 

[Alpha9th]

Just now, leilaa said:

Hope ur OK 

Yep, not bad, not great. But what about you? 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

Yep, not bad, not great. But what about you? 

Awful  

[Alpha9th]

Just now, leilaa said:

Awful  

I'm so sorry. It looks like these days are the worst for you. What's going on? 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

I'm so sorry. It looks like these days are the worst for you. What's going on? 

Head. Feeling suicidal. My hand hurting. Everything

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

I'm so sorry. It looks like these days are the worst for you. What's going on? 

Head. Feeling suicidal. My hand hurting. Everything

[-Leila-]

1 minute ago, Alpha9th said:

I'm so sorry. It looks like these days are the worst for you. What's going on? 

Post r hidden 

[Alpha9th]

1 minute ago, leilaa said:

Post r hidden 

You r not going to do the last thing, don't you? Worrying about you. 

[-Leila-]

1 minute ago, Alpha9th said:

You r not going to do the last thing, don't you? Worrying about you. 

The Suicide bit?

[-Leila-]

1 minute ago, Alpha9th said:

You r not going to do the last thing, don't you? Worrying about you. 

Which bit?

[Alpha9th]

Just now, leilaa said:

Which bit?

M? Don't understand, sorry~

[-Leila-]

Oh I hope not

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

M? Don't understand, sorry~

I understand but I hope not

[Alpha9th]

3 minutes ago, leilaa said:

Oh I hope not

You can fight your urges, right? I'm very sure you do. 

[-Leila-]

1 minute ago, Alpha9th said:

You can fight your urges, right? I'm very sure you do. 

I don't know I couldn't today when I messed my hand up 

[Alpha9th]

11 minutes ago, leilaa said:

I don't know I couldn't today when I messed my hand up 

It's really just one thing, and, to be honest, alternatives was worse. I am sure that you csn control it. It takes a good will to follow the way you already went. 

[-Leila-]

1 minute ago, Alpha9th said:

It's really just one thing, and, to be honest, alternatives was worse. I am sure that you csn control it. It takes a good will to follow the way you already went. 

Yeah true.