Nala Posted November 27, 2023 Share Posted November 27, 2023 (edited) This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Self-Harm Click this notice to reveal the content. Why can’t I just love myself for the way I am? Everyday I wake up exhausted. I look in the mirror and think to myself, how can I be this ugly? Is this actually me?I look n that mirror and see myself as really fat. I disgust myself so much. Truly nobody and I mean nobody, Is as ugly as I am. I hate the way my face looks. I just hate everything about me. I try so hard to like what I see, but I physically can’t. No matter how hard I try to. I just want to feel ok with my appearance for once. And then, that’s when self harm appears. I get so grossed out with myself that I get a massive unbearable urge to hurt myself. Let me tell you, once I start harming myself, I feel out of control and like I cannot stop. I don’t think I deserve anything. I don’t understand why I can’t just stop harming myself? Just wanna bang my head on the wall until I’m unconscious man. Edited November 28, 2023 by Aurora Added trigger warning MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Aurora Posted November 28, 2023 Digital Mentor Share Posted November 28, 2023 11 hours ago, Nala said: Why can’t I just love myself for the way I am? Everyday I wake up exhausted. I look in the mirror and think to myself, how can I be this ugly? Is this actually me?I look n that mirror and see myself as really fat. I disgust myself so much. Truly nobody and I mean nobody, Is as ugly as I am. I hate the way my face looks. I just hate everything about me. I try so hard to like what I see, but I physically can’t. No matter how hard I try to. I just want to feel ok with my appearance for once. And then, that’s when self harm appears. I get so grossed out with myself that I get a massive unbearable urge to hurt myself. Let me tell you, once I start harming myself, I feel out of control and like I cannot stop. I don’t think I deserve anything. I don’t understand why I can’t just stop harming myself? Just wanna bang my head on the wall until I’m unconscious man. Hi Nala, I'm sorry to hear you are having such a tough time at the moment. I have replied to your message on confidential support. Maybe we can talk about it some more there? We're here for you 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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