My vent 😭😭😭😭

[Alpha9th]

4 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said:

My chest hurts. I'm sorry for going on and on. Everything gets really tough at night

Breathe deep and slow. Don't worry, it can't harm you. 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

Breathe deep and slow. Don't worry, it can't harm you. 

Breathing into a bag

[-Leila-]

[Alpha9th]

19 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said:

Breathing into a bag

Does it help? 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

Does it help? 

Have bad thoughts with what I can do with it so no. I've stopped that and I'm playing throw the ball for Ayla.

[Alpha9th]

Just now, Leilaaaa said:

Have bad thoughts with what I can do with it so no. I've stopped that and I'm playing throw the ball for Ayla.

Good thing too! How is your chest? 

[Alpha9th]

Good thing too! How is your chest? 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

Good thing too! How is your chest? 

Bit heavy! Probably because I was hyperventilation I couldn't breathe. I'm just trying to hit these demons away

[Alpha9th]

7 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said:

Bit heavy! Probably because I was hyperventilation I couldn't breathe. I'm just trying to hit these demons away

 

Yay, continue! 

It looks like I'm a bit too tired, my brain is slowly shutting down. 

 

[-Leila-]

1 minute ago, Alpha9th said:

Yay, continue! 

It looks like I'm a bit too tired, my brain is slowly shutting down. 

Want to go to sleep?

[Alpha9th]

Just now, Leilaaaa said:

Want to go to sleep?

I guess I can stay online for a bit, but don't be surprised if I stop answering for today. 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

I guess I can stay online for a bit, but don't be surprised if I stop answering for today. 

Honestly, go to bed! I'll be fine, I might exit too. Pretty exhausted, not gonna lie! 

[-Leila-]

You can go to bed @Alpha9th ill be fine

[-Leila-]

@Alpha9th go sleep ill be fine

[-Leila-]

I might nod off too

[Alpha9th]

Just now, Leilaaaa said:

@Alpha9th go sleep ill be fine

I'll take it as a promise :)

Good night to you! Hope it will better for you than evening. 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

I'll take it as a promise :)

Good night to you! Hope it will better for you than evening. 

Thank you :)!

[-Leila-]

I'm scared 

[Alpha9th]

3 hours ago, Leilaaaa said:

I'm scared 

Hey, 

why do you feel scared? 

[-Leila-]

6 minutes ago, Alpha9th said:

Hey, 

why do you feel scared? 

Woke up feeling like ima be killed

[Alpha9th]

2 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said:

Woke up feeling like ima be killed

How are you now? 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

How are you now? 

Just had a panic attack. I feel really sick because I haven't eaten :(

[Alpha9th]

9 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said:

Just had a panic attack. I feel really sick because I haven't eaten :(

You tried to eat fruit. Do you succeed? 

[Monsoon]

32 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said:

Woke up feeling like ima be killed

Hey,

We've sent a message to check in. I hope to hear back from you soon. 

[-Leila-]

16 minutes ago, Monsoon said:

Hey,

We've sent a message to check in. I hope to hear back from you soon. 

Thanks