-Leila- Posted August 6, 2022 Author Share Posted August 6, 2022 16 hours ago, Monsoon said: Iβm really glad you managed to call them and you now have someone else you can talk to if you feel like itβs all getting a bit much :) What do you think it was about the conversation that helped so much?Β They said that I was very brave to contact them as I get really anxious about calling/asking for help. The guy who answered also said that whenever I need them I can just call, which really makes me feel safe. He listened to everything I had to say and he was really kind and considerate so that was really lovely!! 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted August 6, 2022 Share Posted August 6, 2022 18 minutes ago, -Axel- said: They said that I was very brave to contact them as I get really anxious about calling/asking for help. The guy who answered also said that whenever I need them I can just call, which really makes me feel safe. He listened to everything I had to say and he was really kind and considerate so that was really lovely!! It sounds like calling them was a really positive experience and I'm glad to hear it. How are you feeling today? What's it like being back at home?Β MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted August 6, 2022 Author Share Posted August 6, 2022 1 hour ago, Monsoon said: It sounds like calling them was a really positive experience and I'm glad to hear it. How are you feeling today? What's it like being back at home?Β I like having cuddles with Ayla. I feel more calm being able to sleep in mu own bed. I feel like I have freedomΒ MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted August 7, 2022 Share Posted August 7, 2022 On 8/6/2022 at 11:58 AM, -Axel- said: I like having cuddles with Ayla. I feel more calm being able to sleep in mu own bed. I feel like I have freedomΒ That's really positive that you feel calm being in your own bed. Also, having freedom is so important for anyone, especially those who have been struggling with their wellbeing. How have you been coping with your mental health since you've been back?Β MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted August 7, 2022 Author Share Posted August 7, 2022 5 hours ago, Monsoon said: That's really positive that you feel calm being in your own bed. Also, having freedom is so important for anyone, especially those who have been struggling with their wellbeing. How have you been coping with your mental health since you've been back?Β Not today no. My mum got scared and phoned 999 so yeah I hate my lifeΒ 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sflowergirl Posted August 7, 2022 Share Posted August 7, 2022 On 7/12/2022 at 3:43 PM, urfavekpopstan ! said: Hey, I give a shit :) @-Axel-hey I just saw this and I wanted to say I give shit too! You are not alone and if you want to talk I am here!Β MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted August 7, 2022 Author Share Posted August 7, 2022 42 minutes ago, sflowergirl said: @-Axel-hey I just saw this and I wanted to say I give shit too! You are not alone and if you want to talk I am here!Β Aww tysm Β 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted August 7, 2022 Author Share Posted August 7, 2022 43 minutes ago, sflowergirl said: @-Axel-hey I just saw this and I wanted to say I give shit too! You are not alone and if you want to talk I am here!Β Sending hugs Β 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alpha9th Posted August 7, 2022 Share Posted August 7, 2022 Hey, It's really nice to read about you feeling free in some ways. Thank you for sharing!Β And so you know, I am open for communication if you ready for very wired English grammar and typos. I am also give a shit :)Β 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted August 7, 2022 Share Posted August 7, 2022 4 hours ago, -Axel- said: Not today no. My mum got scared and phoned 999 so yeah I hate my lifeΒ It sounds like you've had a rough day. Would you like to tell me more about what happened? I hope you're feeling a bit better now.Β MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted August 8, 2022 Author Share Posted August 8, 2022 8 hours ago, Alpha9th said: Hey, It's really nice to read about you feeling free in some ways. Thank you for sharing!Β And so you know, I am open for communication if you ready for very wired English grammar and typos. I am also give a shit :)Β Awwww rhank youuuΒ MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted August 8, 2022 Author Share Posted August 8, 2022 7 hours ago, Monsoon said: It sounds like you've had a rough day. Would you like to tell me more about what happened? I hope you're feeling a bit better now.Β I grabbed something I shouldn't of and my mum literally tackled me to get it of me MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted August 8, 2022 Share Posted August 8, 2022 2 hours ago, -Axel- said: I grabbed something I shouldn't of and my mum literally tackled me to get it of me Ah, okay. What happened before you grabbed the thing? Also, what were you hoping to do with it?Β MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted August 8, 2022 Author Share Posted August 8, 2022 56 minutes ago, Monsoon said: Ah, okay. What happened before you grabbed the thing? Also, what were you hoping to do with it?Β End my life. Because I've had enough but I'm fine now. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alpha9th Posted August 8, 2022 Share Posted August 8, 2022 18 minutes ago, -Axel- said: End my life. Because I've had enough but I'm fine now. Hm, damn suicidal thoughts. I am really sorry that you going thru this. May I ask about kind of help that you receiving? If you do, of course.Β MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted August 8, 2022 Share Posted August 8, 2022 3 hours ago, -Axel- said: End my life. Because I've had enough but I'm fine now. Hey, I'm sorry you were feeling that way, but glad to hear you're fine now. What do you think helped you to calm down from it all? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted August 8, 2022 Author Share Posted August 8, 2022 7 hours ago, Alpha9th said: Hm, damn suicidal thoughts. I am really sorry that you going thru this. May I ask about kind of help that you receiving? If you do, of course.Β I recently got out of a psych unit, I receive weekly support for my eating and mental healthΒ 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted August 8, 2022 Author Share Posted August 8, 2022 4 hours ago, Monsoon said: Hey, I'm sorry you were feeling that way, but glad to hear you're fine now. What do you think helped you to calm down from it all? My mum giving me a hug to tell me its going to be fine. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted August 8, 2022 Share Posted August 8, 2022 I'm glad to hear that this helped you. How have you been today? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alpha9th Posted August 8, 2022 Share Posted August 8, 2022 37 minutes ago, -Axel- said: I recently got out of a psych unit, I receive weekly support for my eating and mental healthΒ I see. That's good!Β Maybe you can share what disturbs you most of all? I mean now and generally.Β MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted August 8, 2022 Author Share Posted August 8, 2022 24 minutes ago, Alpha9th said: I see. That's good!Β Maybe you can share what disturbs you most of all? I mean now and generally.Β Not being happy, you know? Like I recently game out as trans ( I was born female ) and no one seems to accept what I am, so I just want to escape. Plus I want to end my suffering eith mental health and food.Β MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sflowergirl Posted August 8, 2022 Share Posted August 8, 2022 On 8/7/2022 at 4:47 PM, -Axel- said: Aww tysm Β tYsm!! you are awsome! MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted August 8, 2022 Share Posted August 8, 2022 4 hours ago, -Axel- said: Not being happy, you know? Like I recently game out as trans ( I was born female ) and no one seems to accept what I am, so I just want to escape. Plus I want to end my suffering eith mental health and food.Β Hey @-Axel- I just want to check, are you safe at the moment? If not, you can share this with me and we can help you through this hard time. I know it might not seem like it now, but look how far you've come over the past couple of months. You've made so much progress, and it's completely normal to have those ups and downs. Just incase, here is some safety information if you are in crisis:Β UK - The Samaritans: 116 123 (24/7 service) An app I can recommend: https://www.prevent-suicide.org.uk/find-help-now/stay-alive-app/ this has safety plans to make sure you don't harm yourself and you might find it useful.Β You can text SHOUT to 85258 when you are struggling, and a trained crisis volunteer will text you back. This is great if you find talking on the phone challenging, and itβs completely free 24/7 Β MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alpha9th Posted August 8, 2022 Share Posted August 8, 2022 4 hours ago, -Axel- said: Not being happy, you know? Like I recently game out as trans ( I was born female ) and no one seems to accept what I am, so I just want to escape. Plus I want to end my suffering eith mental health and food.Β Oh, I see. You know, accepting usually takes time. And, actually, there is a lot of people that may and will accept you as male (which is definitely true, trans or cis).Β Hell, even I, the guy from Who-Knows-Where-It-Is, accept you. I have few really close friends that actually t/males. You and your identity are precious. Even if someone think otherwise, don't let them change your mind about your way of living.Β MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted August 9, 2022 Author Share Posted August 9, 2022 8 hours ago, Monsoon said: Hey @-Axel- I just want to check, are you safe at the moment? If not, you can share this with me and we can help you through this hard time. I know it might not seem like it now, but look how far you've come over the past couple of months. You've made so much progress, and it's completely normal to have those ups and downs. Just incase, here is some safety information if you are in crisis:Β UK - The Samaritans: 116 123 (24/7 service) An app I can recommend: https://www.prevent-suicide.org.uk/find-help-now/stay-alive-app/ this has safety plans to make sure you don't harm yourself and you might find it useful.Β You can text SHOUT to 85258 when you are struggling, and a trained crisis volunteer will text you back. This is great if you find talking on the phone challenging, and itβs completely free 24/7 I didn't feel safe when I messaged that, but I am now! Thank you. Β 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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