Ditch the Label Staff Blondie Posted October 20, 2022 Ditch the Label Staff Share Posted October 20, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Self-Harm Click this notice to reveal the content. 27 minutes ago, Emberfrost12 said: But while it was better, it still wasn't great. I just want to give in, I know i don't have the strength to fight everything off, and i'm going to have to give in. The question is, how long do i try? Do I give in now and make it easier on myself, or do I keep fighting and give in when there's no other option? It's that or I become a different person who doesn't have these problems, and has a purpose, or I just stay myself and go nowhere in life. I know it's kind of weird, because I should want to be living just for the sake of living, but really, I need something to live FOR and I don't know what that is. Also i've always had this strange idea that my body is not my own, which could be from dysphoria, or it could not, but for some reason I feel like my subconsciousness is another person who's just given up on taking my body back and just wants to help me, if that makes any sense? And part of the idea of getting rid of my personality/becoming neutral is that it would give my subconsciousness an opportunity to take my body back? I know it doesn't make any sense, but that's what i've been thinking. Idk I'm glad to hear it was a little better but hear you when you say it's not great. None of your feelings are weird - you are simply being open and honest which is a good thing. Firstly, can I check that you feel safe right now? It's important for us to check in with you when you mention giving in, as although it's a valid feeling, I'd like to know you're safe. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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