Equivalent Ways Posted April 24, 2023 Share Posted April 24, 2023 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Other Click this notice to reveal the content. Just now, SCARE said: Either one I guess...the thoughts more so; I don't stay mute for too long. My current solution is avoiding sleep until I'm too exhausted to think and then it's fine tbh thats not a terrible idea tho, I do that a lot and it does work, i just wish i could rest more. And with being mute I don't think a ton of people notice but i just try to relax and affirm things around me :/ I just want to not always live in fear... and I dont think the solution is to go out trying to "accomplish" all those things happening to me... I just want to learn to care about myself MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted April 24, 2023 Share Posted April 24, 2023 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Other Click this notice to reveal the content. 2 minutes ago, Equivalent Ways said: tbh thats not a terrible idea tho, I do that a lot and it does work, i just wish i could rest more. And with being mute I don't think a ton of people notice but i just try to relax and affirm things around me :/ I just want to not always live in fear... and I dont think the solution is to go out trying to "accomplish" all those things happening to me... I just want to learn to care about myself Yeah...I just.....I don't know. I'd never go out and try to make those things happen, but at the same time, the screwed up part of me wants it so flipping bad MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Equivalent Ways Posted April 24, 2023 Share Posted April 24, 2023 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Other Click this notice to reveal the content. 1 minute ago, SCARE said: Yeah...I just.....I don't know. I'd never go out and try to make those things happen, but at the same time, the screwed up part of me wants it so flipping bad its just.. relatable ig and i know i want it cuz I feel helpless to that happening sometimes and i think if i just go out instead then it can't hurt me the same.. I could call it screwed up, cuz it kinda is but it is also just... reasonalbe(no no thats so bad tho) I just mean it has logic in that part of our minds... MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Equivalent Ways Posted April 24, 2023 Share Posted April 24, 2023 (edited) sigh its just.. relatable ig and i know i want it cuz I feel help less to that happening sometimes and i think if i just go out instead then it can't hurt me the same.. I could call it screwed up, cuz it kinda is but it is also just... reasonable(no no thats so bad tho) I just mean it has logic in that part of our minds.. Edited April 24, 2023 by Equivalent Ways MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted April 24, 2023 Share Posted April 24, 2023 Just now, Equivalent Ways said: sigh yeah.... MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Equivalent Ways Posted April 24, 2023 Share Posted April 24, 2023 lol that was kinda an experement, i have thoughts but they are being ~mod er atted~ so look for them later but yeah.. Sigh indeed 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Equivalent Ways Posted April 24, 2023 Share Posted April 24, 2023 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. When I was in the dark really bad, i did not really want to die, I wanted to have someone come knpwcing on my door with one order for murder :/ smae idea ig... just, ugh i dont like my brain sometimes MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Equivalent Ways Posted April 24, 2023 Share Posted April 24, 2023 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. gerd deggnet!! dash gone moddration be limitin me thinks i gtg but I will be back on later to talk more if u want MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Equivalent Ways Posted April 24, 2023 Share Posted April 24, 2023 that did not need that trigg warn ing -_- MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Olivia05 Posted April 24, 2023 Author Share Posted April 24, 2023 2 hours ago, Equivalent Ways said: hah, not really im not known for my advising skills but I advise curtsy, honesty, and friendly ig :) Like, just be you Thanks lol I’m trying rn bc I’m currently trying to talk to him 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Olivia05 Posted April 24, 2023 Author Share Posted April 24, 2023 Ughh ofc it has to be checked 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Equivalent Ways Posted April 25, 2023 Share Posted April 25, 2023 (edited) Im back lol, how u holding up Ember @SCARE? How is it with you, Blossom?( @Olivia05) And how is everyone else? @Soy_Esa_Perra Edited April 25, 2023 by Equivalent Ways MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Olivia05 Posted April 25, 2023 Author Share Posted April 25, 2023 Just now, Equivalent Ways said: Im back lol, how u holding up Ember @SCARE? How is it with you, Blossom?( @Olivia05) And how is everyone else? Slowly but steadily freaking out bc we were just talking abt school and then I asked him who he liked and he kinda stopped responding I get he might just be busy but like ughhh the suspense is just ughhhh yk? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Equivalent Ways Posted April 25, 2023 Share Posted April 25, 2023 1 minute ago, Olivia05 said: Slowly but steadily freaking out bc we were just talking abt school and then I asked him who he liked and he kinda stopped responding I get he might just be busy but like ughhh the suspense is just ughhhh yk? HAhahah! Maybe he likes you~~ but keep us updated! I gtg for a hot sec (and idk if ur gonna be asleep lol) but i will be back :D MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Olivia05 Posted April 25, 2023 Author Share Posted April 25, 2023 Just now, Equivalent Ways said: HAhahah! Maybe he likes you~~ but keep us updated! I gtg for a hot sec (and idk if ur gonna be asleep lol) but i will be back :D Ha I highly doubt it but ok thanks for the confidence and ok I will Also it’s 8 and I still haven’t had dinner and still have to do my hair but I might just do it tmmrw in the morning so I will def not be asleep and if I am I will respond asap MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Equivalent Ways Posted April 25, 2023 Share Posted April 25, 2023 2 hours ago, Olivia05 said: Ha I highly doubt it but ok thanks for the confidence and ok I will Also it’s 8 and I still haven’t had dinner and still have to do my hair but I might just do it tmmrw in the morning so I will def not be asleep and if I am I will respond asap Nice! Lol so i guess it is.. 10 there?? weird, its like not even 8 yet now XD I have very very short hair, does your hair require a lot of work? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Olivia05 Posted April 25, 2023 Author Share Posted April 25, 2023 Just now, Equivalent Ways said: Nice! Lol so i guess it is.. 10 there?? weird, its like not even 8 yet now XD I have very very short hair, does your hair require a lot of work? Yes for both it’s currently 10:30 and yes my hair does require a lot of work bc I have extremely thick wavy shoulder length hair (technically it’s a little longer than my shoulders but still) since I didn’t start my hair (and I’m too lazy to get out of bed) imma just put half my hair up in space buns tmmrw and curl the two strands that I always keep out and the bottom half of my hair bc my hair is still too short to put all the way into space buns…I love how I put so much effort to look cute mostly everyday when I’m going to school and Z (for anyone who doesn’t know that’s what I’m calling the guy I like) doesn’t even realize it’s for him… 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Olivia05 Posted April 25, 2023 Author Share Posted April 25, 2023 Ugghhhh IT HAS TO BE APPROVED!!! MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Equivalent Ways Posted April 25, 2023 Share Posted April 25, 2023 Just now, Olivia05 said: Ugghhhh IT HAS TO BE APPROVED!!! OOOH GERD I know the feeling~~~ but don't worry too much bout it lol I was one time in a deep convo with someone here and I was watching them type for SO LONGG and then it suddenly stopped... Nothing after all that. Later i found out that they like wrote a mini book lol and it had to be moderated and thats why i did not see it XD MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Olivia05 Posted April 25, 2023 Author Share Posted April 25, 2023 Just now, Equivalent Ways said: OOOH GERD I know the feeling~~~ but don't worry too much bout it lol I was one time in a deep convo with someone here and I was watching them type for SO LONGG and then it suddenly stopped... Nothing after all that. Later i found out that they like wrote a mini book lol and it had to be moderated and thats why i did not see it XD Ughh I just hate when it happens like sometimes (like this time) idek y it needs to moderated… MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Equivalent Ways Posted April 25, 2023 Share Posted April 25, 2023 1 hour ago, Olivia05 said: Ughh I just hate when it happens like sometimes (like this time) idek y it needs to moderated… exactly lolol, it sucks cuz the conversation train just comes to a weird af halt. But its ok MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Olivia05 Posted April 25, 2023 Author Share Posted April 25, 2023 4 hours ago, Equivalent Ways said: exactly lolol, it sucks cuz the conversation train just comes to a weird af halt. But its ok Finally but AFTER J FALL ASLREP!!!! It’s moderated ppl can see it…don’t u just love how u mess up on a word so badly and even autocorrect doesn’t know what ur trying to say?? 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Olivia05 Posted April 25, 2023 Author Share Posted April 25, 2023 Heyyy how’s everyone doing?? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Equivalent Ways Posted April 25, 2023 Share Posted April 25, 2023 15 minutes ago, Olivia05 said: Heyyy how’s everyone doing?? Wazzup and good morning! Nvm its actually a lil after 2 I'm having a rough-ish time.... How are you? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Olivia05 Posted April 25, 2023 Author Share Posted April 25, 2023 4 minutes ago, Equivalent Ways said: Wazzup and good morning! Nvm its actually a lil after 2 I'm having a rough-ish time.... How are you? Tired and sad…just trying to distract my mind MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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