@Aurora immediately? There isn't much I can change. I live in a town with a population of 300 and work in a town Of 500, jobs aren't exactly common. I'm very interested in going to college, but as I mentioned, that solves my problem in a year, I need something soon.

From what you've been telling us it sounds like you're having a really tough time at work and things don't seem to get any better. In fact it sounds like you've truly had enough. Unfortunately we can't wait or expect other people to change. What is it that you can change about this situation?

BBY GIRL!!!

And I haven't been to church in almost a year. I felt like I didn't belong there and it felt weird to be there. It felt wrong to be there because of my sexuality. And idk what to do about it. And I also felt very uncomfortable being there as well. Does that make me a bad person??

Actually after some thinking I think we should not care about these kind stuff. Can you suggest me a strong reply? We can not let people say whatever they want.

Of course, I get that. It is normal to feel scared about coming out. Especially if you don't know how the other person is going to react. On the other hand, it can feel really liberating having that conversation as you can then be your true, authentic self. I'm wondering, have you spoken to your mom about coming out to your dad? You mentioned having her there, when you speak to your dad. Maybe you could talk things through with her beforehand. What do you think?

@Aurora To be honest, I'm finding it harder and harder to see this job as "just a paycheck" like so many people say they see theirs as. My boss is just making it a living hell every second she's around, so no there really isn't much keeping me coming here and I feel like if she says another bad word to me today I'm gonna either puke or throw in the towel and go to the hospital.

I'm a HUGE cavetown fan thank youuuu! :)