Leila_xx Posted November 4, 2022 Share Posted November 4, 2022 I just want to take my life :( 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ditch the Label Staff Harper Posted November 4, 2022 Ditch the Label Staff Share Posted November 4, 2022 Hi @Leilaaaa, do you still have the crisis plan from @Monsoon? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 4, 2022 Author Share Posted November 4, 2022 12 minutes ago, Harper said: Hi @Leilaaaa, do you still have the crisis plan from @Monsoon? I can’t remember it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 4, 2022 Author Share Posted November 4, 2022 Can’t breathe what the fuck is wrong with me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted November 4, 2022 Share Posted November 4, 2022 2 hours ago, Leilaaaa said: I just want to take my life :( Try stalling yourself? Like, tell yourself you'll think about it in an hour, then gradually widen the time distance? You don't even have to start at an hour if you don't think you'll be able to handle that long Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ditch the Label Staff Blondie Posted November 4, 2022 Ditch the Label Staff Share Posted November 4, 2022 2 hours ago, Leilaaaa said: I just want to take my life :( Hey there, I've sent you a message in confidential support. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 4, 2022 Author Share Posted November 4, 2022 Why am I useless Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 4, 2022 Author Share Posted November 4, 2022 I shouldn’t be alive Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
_Kai_ Posted November 4, 2022 Share Posted November 4, 2022 1 hour ago, Leilaaaa said: Why am I useless Your not useless! ur loved & appreciated by this whole community :( You have helped a lot of people on here who were struggling & so many people adore speaking with u, I am very proud of u for holding on this long & I hope u feel better about yourself soon Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 4, 2022 Author Share Posted November 4, 2022 10 minutes ago, lKail said: Your not useless! ur loved & appreciated by this whole community :( You have helped a lot of people on here who were struggling & so many people adore speaking with u, I am very proud of u for holding on this long & I hope u feel better about yourself soon Hugs thank you 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 5, 2022 Author Share Posted November 5, 2022 Why am I so stupid Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted November 5, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted November 5, 2022 2 hours ago, Leilaaaa said: Why am I so stupid Hey Leila, We have sent you a message to check in. Take care and speak soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 5, 2022 Author Share Posted November 5, 2022 8 minutes ago, Monsoon said: Hey Leila, We have sent you a message to check in. Take care and speak soon. Thanks Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 5, 2022 Author Share Posted November 5, 2022 Don’t want to be here Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
_Kai_ Posted November 5, 2022 Share Posted November 5, 2022 1 minute ago, Leilaaaa said: Don’t want to be here U alr? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheOriginalAxel Posted November 5, 2022 Share Posted November 5, 2022 3 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said: Don’t want to be here Oh no. What happened? Sending comforting hugs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 5, 2022 Author Share Posted November 5, 2022 10 minutes ago, _Kai_ said: U alr? No :( 9 minutes ago, TheOriginalAxel said: Oh no. What happened? Sending comforting hugs feeling like shit the voices getting to much 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 5, 2022 Author Share Posted November 5, 2022 I’m a twat pulled my stitches out 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted November 5, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted November 5, 2022 Hey there, We have sent you a message to check in. Take care and speak soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 6, 2022 Author Share Posted November 6, 2022 Thank you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 6, 2022 Author Share Posted November 6, 2022 I’m struggling with myself. I went out to get some food well not for me. As I have liquid stuff through my feeding tube but my mum dies know I find going shopping for food hard but she still told me to go. By myself to get it. I told her I didn’t want to as I’m struggling with even feeding myself with liquid stuff. My eating disorder is really bad again. I know it’s stupid but it’s causing me distress Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 6, 2022 Author Share Posted November 6, 2022 I feel very sick. The whole thing is making me feel really bad. I don’t know what to do as she’s never made me do this before. What do I do. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 6, 2022 Author Share Posted November 6, 2022 She keeps yelling at me because I forgot stuff for her dinner tonight. I told her I was not wanting to get it for her because of what I’m feeling but she’s annoyed at me. Might run away Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted November 6, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted November 6, 2022 2 hours ago, Leilaaaa said: She keeps yelling at me because I forgot stuff for her dinner tonight. I told her I was not wanting to get it for her because of what I’m feeling but she’s annoyed at me. Might run away Hey Leila, Thank you for sharing this with us. I completely get why food shopping would be hard for you, given what you've gone through with your relationship to food. I'm wondering, looking back on the situation now, do you think anything different could have been done? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted November 6, 2022 Author Share Posted November 6, 2022 Just now, Monsoon said: Hey Leila, Thank you for sharing this with us. I completely get why food shopping would be hard for you, given what you've gone through with your relationship to food. I'm wondering, looking back on the situation now, do you think anything different could have been done? I told her about me not wanting to go do it but she didn’t listen. She could have been more considerate but obviously not. Urges to sh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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