Blc Posted April 25 Share Posted April 25 Hi guys I've got a query for you all. How do you conquer PTSD? I, only ask because I'm tired of staying in the house all day, but I'm too scared to go out because I think everyone will judge me, even though that probably isn't the case, but in my head, I think everyone will see me and be like ugh look at him! He's mental and disabled, and try to hurt me mentally and physically, no one's ever gotten physical with me but their words hurt like physical pain, this one boy in my old school, was the worst, he hated me and I hated him back, everyone in my family hates him, because he and a few others hurt me, but it was mainly him, for gods sake he once bit me right above the belly button, keep in mind we were like, 5 or 6 so year one ig, so I lost my innocence at a young age because of him I don't even go to family gatherings half of the time, yeah I'm bad even when it comes to meeting family, I didn't even want to go to my grandads and uncles funeral because there were more people there than I was comfortable, I still went of course, but despite the event I still felt uncomfortable. I'm writing this post because we'll, I need to go out, I want to see the world and I want to see my gf, but I need to conquer this fear before anything, I'm supposed to start this thing called travel training at school, I agreed to it because I'm excited to get out, go on, a bus properly, and maybe if that works out I can branch out and meet up with friends, the person I'm with is only 2 hours and something away by car so it would be nice, but before that I need to conquer this fear, because I'm honestly shit scared of going anywhere any ideas? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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