-Leila- Posted September 1, 2022 Share Posted September 1, 2022 I'm struggling so much . Found out horrible news today I'm broken I cant do this anymore MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted September 1, 2022 Share Posted September 1, 2022 Hey there, I just replied to your other comment, but you could reply here instead if that’s what you’d prefer? What has happened? We are here for you and hope you’re as okay as you can be. Take care and speak soon. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 1, 2022 Author Share Posted September 1, 2022 23 minutes ago, Monsoon said: Hey there, I just replied to your other comment, but you could reply here instead if that’s what you’d prefer? What has happened? We are here for you and hope you’re as okay as you can be. Take care and speak soon. He's gone MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 1, 2022 Author Share Posted September 1, 2022 I feel sick I can't I am struggling I'm loosing my head MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 1, 2022 Author Share Posted September 1, 2022 I'm going sleep I can't stand being awake any longer night:( MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted September 1, 2022 Share Posted September 1, 2022 3 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said: I'm going sleep I can't stand being awake any longer night:( Hey there, We've just replied to your message. If you've gone to bed, I hope you get a restful sleep. We will be here for you tomorrow. Remember, you can always speak to the ward staff about your struggles as well. Take care, Leila. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 1, 2022 Author Share Posted September 1, 2022 4 minutes ago, Monsoon said: Hey there, We've just replied to your message. If you've gone to bed, I hope you get a restful sleep. We will be here for you tomorrow. Remember, you can always speak to the ward staff about your struggles as well. Take care, Leila. I have they have put a nurse watching me as I have obviously told them about my friend ending himself MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted September 2, 2022 Share Posted September 2, 2022 Hey, I've just replied to your other comment. Speak soon. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 2, 2022 Author Share Posted September 2, 2022 13 minutes ago, Monsoon said: Hey, I've just replied to your other comment. Speak soon. Okay MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Aurora Posted September 2, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted September 2, 2022 Hi there, I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. I can't imagine what you are going through at the moment. How are you feeling now? Please know that we are here for you! MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 2, 2022 Author Share Posted September 2, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. 1 minute ago, Aurora said: Hi there, I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. I can't imagine what you are going through at the moment. How are you feeling now? Please know that we are here for you! Hi Aurora. I'm trying to stay looking forward I really am. I wish I wasn't told buy I'm glad I was. I'm just struggling I couldn't sleep I really badly wanted to self harm. I've just had enough. I'm being g watched now very closely just in case I try doing something stupid. It's so annoying. Wish he never ended his life MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Aurora Posted September 2, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted September 2, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. 1 minute ago, Leilaaaa said: Hi Aurora. I'm trying to stay looking forward I really am. I wish I wasn't told buy I'm glad I was. I'm just struggling I couldn't sleep I really badly wanted to self harm. I've just had enough. I'm being g watched now very closely just in case I try doing something stupid. It's so annoying. Wish he never ended his life This has obviously come as a big shock and it will take a while to process what has happened. We're all here for you. I can imagine that you might be having a lot of strong emotions at the moment. Please know that this is natural and it's good to let them out and share how you feel. I can imagine it must feel annoying having someone watch you all the time. But they are doing this to keep you safe. Do you feel safe at the moment? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 2, 2022 Author Share Posted September 2, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Death, Disordered Eating, Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. Just now, Aurora said: This has obviously come as a big shock and it will take a while to process what has happened. We're all here for you. I can imagine that you might be having a lot of strong emotions at the moment. Please know that this is natural and it's good to let them out and share how you feel. I can imagine it must feel annoying having someone watch you all the time. But they are doing this to keep you safe. Do you feel safe at the moment? Yeah I'll have to feel safe. I'm just cant thunk straight. I have so much going on. Eating disorder issues etc now this honestly I'm a failure . If I wasn't here I would of been able to hold his hand. I probably won't be able to go to his funeral MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Aurora Posted September 2, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted September 2, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Death, Disordered Eating, Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. 9 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said: Yeah I'll have to feel safe. I'm just cant thunk straight. I have so much going on. Eating disorder issues etc now this honestly I'm a failure . If I wasn't here I would of been able to hold his hand. I probably won't be able to go to his funeral It's very normal to feel guilty or blame ourselves in this situation. Please know though that none of this was your fault. And it sounds like you were a really good friend to them. What do you think you would say to a friend, if they were in your situation? Have you asked anyone if you might be able to go to this funeral? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 2, 2022 Author Share Posted September 2, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Death, Disordered Eating, Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. Just now, Aurora said: It's very normal to feel guilty or blame ourselves in this situation. Please know though that none of this was your fault. And it sounds like you were a really good friend to them. What do you think you would say to a friend, if they were in your situation? Have you asked anyone if you might be able to go to this funeral? I'm not stable enough unfortunately . My health is going down hill. I dont know what I would say sorry. I'm just trying to keep myself from showing the world I'm hurting. Because honestly why would anyone care. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Aurora Posted September 2, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted September 2, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Death, Disordered Eating, Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. 1 minute ago, Leilaaaa said: I'm not stable enough unfortunately . My health is going down hill. I dont know what I would say sorry. I'm just trying to keep myself from showing the world I'm hurting. Because honestly why would anyone care. We all care. It's really understandable that you are hurting. You've had so much going on in your life! It can help the healing process to let it out and share when you are hurting. Please don't feel you have to keep it inside. We're here for you and we are here to listen and support you through this MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 2, 2022 Author Share Posted September 2, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Death, Disordered Eating, Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. 8 minutes ago, Aurora said: We all care. It's really understandable that you are hurting. You've had so much going on in your life! It can help the healing process to let it out and share when you are hurting. Please don't feel you have to keep it inside. We're here for you and we are here to listen and support you through this Thanks. I have so many deficiencies so I just had a B12 injection. My health and mental health is so hard MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Aurora Posted September 2, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted September 2, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Death, Disordered Eating, Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. 7 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said: Thanks. I have so many deficiencies so I just had a B12 injection. My health and mental health is so hard I know it might not feel like it now but things will get better again. You've got lots of support around you and you're working really hard to get better and keep a positive outlook. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 2, 2022 Author Share Posted September 2, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Death, Disordered Eating, Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. Just now, Aurora said: I know it might not feel like it now but things will get better again. You've got lots of support around you and you're working really hard to get better and keep a positive outlook. Managed to keep food down. Going to do a bit of revision stuff probably English that's easy then I'm going for a nap MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Aurora Posted September 2, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted September 2, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Death, Disordered Eating, Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. 4 minutes ago, Leilaaaa said: Managed to keep food down. Going to do a bit of revision stuff probably English that's easy then I'm going for a nap Great that you managed to keep some food down. That sounds like a good plan. I'll talk to you later MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 2, 2022 Author Share Posted September 2, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Death, Disordered Eating, Mental Illness, Self-Harm, Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. 10 minutes ago, Aurora said: Great that you managed to keep some food down. That sounds like a good plan. I'll talk to you later :) MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 2, 2022 Author Share Posted September 2, 2022 Struggling MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted September 2, 2022 Share Posted September 2, 2022 1 hour ago, Leilaaaa said: Struggling Hey Lelila, Thank you for opening up to us. I really like how willing you are to share what's going on for you; many people can find it hard to be so open, and it's really great that you're able to do this :) Would you like to tell me more about how you're feeling? What has come up for you today? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 2, 2022 Author Share Posted September 2, 2022 52 minutes ago, Monsoon said: Hey Lelila, Thank you for opening up to us. I really like how willing you are to share what's going on for you; many people can find it hard to be so open, and it's really great that you're able to do this :) Would you like to tell me more about how you're feeling? What has come up for you today? I went for a nap, all I can think about is him. I woke up crying apparently which the nurses had to calm me down. I'm trying mu best. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Leila- Posted September 2, 2022 Author Share Posted September 2, 2022 People expect me to be happy? I've just lost a good friend, like please give me a break I need to delete social media MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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