Leila_xx Posted May 21, 2022 Share Posted May 21, 2022 Woke up screaming, really doing awful. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted May 21, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted May 21, 2022 Hey @Leila2 I’m sorry to hear you’re not doing too well today. Would you like to tell me more about what’s going on? 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 21, 2022 Author Share Posted May 21, 2022 1 hour ago, Monsoon said: Hey @Leila2 I’m sorry to hear you’re not doing too well today. Would you like to tell me more about what’s going on? Just life is getting to me, I'm doing exams I feel really hurtful and I'm struggling real bad Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 22, 2022 Author Share Posted May 22, 2022 Help me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted May 22, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted May 22, 2022 16 hours ago, Leila2 said: Just life is getting to me, I'm doing exams I feel really hurtful and I'm struggling real bad Hey, We are here for you :) Would you like to tell me more about why you're feeling bad and hurtful? Where are these feelings coming from? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 22, 2022 Author Share Posted May 22, 2022 18 minutes ago, Monsoon said: Hey, We are here for you :) Would you like to tell me more about why you're feeling bad and hurtful? Where are these feelings coming from? I dont know where there coming from, I'm just all over the place. My dog has recently passed away, and it's still really raw I am literally so on edge. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted May 22, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted May 22, 2022 Hey there, I'm really sorry to hear about your dog. How are you feeling since that happened? What kind of impact is it having on you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 22, 2022 Author Share Posted May 22, 2022 Just now, Monsoon said: Hey there, I'm really sorry to hear about your dog. How are you feeling since that happened? What kind of impact is it having on you? I've self harmed, because I couldn't deal with it. She was my best friend, she meant a lot to me, but she had died of cancer, she was 7. Like, it's horrible my nans death anniversary is coming up, in a week so I'm upset because its be 10 years without her. Which is killing me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 22, 2022 Author Share Posted May 22, 2022 Let me die to be with her -cries- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted May 22, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted May 22, 2022 2 minutes ago, Leila2 said: Let me die to be with her -cries- I'm sorry to hear that you've been struggling so much. I'm wondering, have you told anyone in your life about how you're feeling, like your parents? Also, I just want to check, are you safe right now? I saw what you said about dying to be with her, and I'm wondering, are you thinking of taking your own life? It's okay to share this with us if you are. Remember, although it might not feel like it now, this dark cloud may pass, and you might look back on this one day and be proud of yourself for getting through it. Take care and speak soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 22, 2022 Author Share Posted May 22, 2022 2 minutes ago, Monsoon said: I'm sorry to hear that you've been struggling so much. I'm wondering, have you told anyone in your life about how you're feeling, like your parents? Also, I just want to check, are you safe right now? I saw what you said about dying to be with her, and I'm wondering, are you thinking of taking your own life? It's okay to share this with us if you are. Remember, although it might not feel like it now, this dark cloud may pass, and you might look back on this one day and be proud of yourself for getting through it. Take care and speak soon. I'm safe, it's just awful because she was so well, but now she's dead which kills me. My parents know I'm struggling, they often call police/ambulance as I'm always trying to do things, to end it. But, they aren't doing much atm. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted May 22, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted May 22, 2022 18 minutes ago, Leila2 said: I'm safe, it's just awful because she was so well, but now she's dead which kills me. My parents know I'm struggling, they often call police/ambulance as I'm always trying to do things, to end it. But, they aren't doing much atm. Hey, I'm glad that you're safe at the moment and have your parents there keeping an eye on you and making sure you're okay; how does it feel knowing they want you stay and be there with them? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 22, 2022 Author Share Posted May 22, 2022 11 minutes ago, Monsoon said: Hey, I'm glad that you're safe at the moment and have your parents there keeping an eye on you and making sure you're okay; how does it feel knowing they want you stay and be there with them? I just dont want to be, because I keep being bullied And, life is cruel. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted May 22, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted May 22, 2022 I'm really sorry to hear about the bullying. Can you tell me more about that? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 22, 2022 Author Share Posted May 22, 2022 1 hour ago, Monsoon said: I'm really sorry to hear about the bullying. Can you tell me more about that? It's with my friend group, I'm always left out which makes me feel awful. It tends to push me so far I to a depressive mood I lock myself away Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 22, 2022 Author Share Posted May 22, 2022 Feel like crap Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted May 22, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted May 22, 2022 Hey, Yeah, that does sound tough with your friend group; it's really common to hide away when we are being mistreated, and your response is completely normal. Can you tell me more about how they leave you out? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 23, 2022 Author Share Posted May 23, 2022 10 hours ago, Monsoon said: Hey, Yeah, that does sound tough with your friend group; it's really common to hide away when we are being mistreated, and your response is completely normal. Can you tell me more about how they leave you out? They usually just say your not enough to be in our group, and then they just push me away Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted May 23, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted May 23, 2022 Hey there, That sounds really upsetting. How does that make you feel? Also, have you spoken to them about how it affects you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 23, 2022 Author Share Posted May 23, 2022 I just wanna die Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Daisie Posted May 23, 2022 Share Posted May 23, 2022 @Leila2 Just to let you know that one of our Mentors will reach out very soon. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted May 23, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted May 23, 2022 43 minutes ago, Leila2 said: I just wanna die Hey, I’ve sent you a message to check in. I hope to hear from you soon. Stay safe and take care. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 23, 2022 Author Share Posted May 23, 2022 32 minutes ago, Daisie said: @Leila2 Just to let you know that one of our Mentors will reach out very soon. 10 minutes ago, Monsoon said: Hey, I’ve sent you a message to check in. I hope to hear from you soon. Stay safe and take care. Thank you and @Daisie 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leila_xx Posted May 23, 2022 Author Share Posted May 23, 2022 It's been a rough day, I've cried too many times, I look like a fool and my exam went rubbish, I'm useless. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted May 24, 2022 Digital Mentor Share Posted May 24, 2022 11 hours ago, Leila2 said: It's been a rough day, I've cried too many times, I look like a fool and my exam went rubbish, I'm useless. We are here for you, Leila. I've sent you a message to check in. Speak soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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