Emberfrost12 Posted December 16, 2021 Share Posted December 16, 2021 I keep on getting memories about things that happened in the past when i'm doing something similar-ish. For example, we're playing badminton in gym, and i remember doing that last year. I play rock paper scissors, and I remember the time someone won by spinning around on the 'scissors' part. They're only for 5-10 seconds, but I feel like they're reminding of what I can't have anymore, now that I'm the only one at my school who remembers these thing, and it's really bringing me down. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted December 17, 2021 Digital Mentor Share Posted December 17, 2021 22 hours ago, Emberfrost12 said: I keep on getting memories about things that happened in the past when i'm doing something similar-ish. For example, we're playing badminton in gym, and i remember doing that last year. I play rock paper scissors, and I remember the time someone won by spinning around on the 'scissors' part. They're only for 5-10 seconds, but I feel like they're reminding of what I can't have anymore, now that I'm the only one at my school who remembers these thing, and it's really bringing me down. Hey there, Thank you for sharing this. I'm curious about how you said you're being reminded of what you can't have anymore, and I'm wondering if you can tell me more about that? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted December 18, 2021 Author Share Posted December 18, 2021 Just, I feel like it used to be six of us in my grade, and we were really close, but now there's 50-ish people that I interact with in my grade, meaning i'll never have that closeness. Also, I'm the only one that came from my school, so I share absolutely no history with anyone Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted December 18, 2021 Digital Mentor Share Posted December 18, 2021 Hey, Thank you for explaining that for me. I totally get what you’re saying about how those memories are bringing you down. It sounds like you’re really missing that closeness you sued to have with them, is that right? I’m wondering, how would you describe your friendships in your grade at the moment? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted December 18, 2021 Author Share Posted December 18, 2021 I have several large-ish friend groups, but we're not as close so it's hard for me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted December 19, 2021 Digital Mentor Share Posted December 19, 2021 On 12/18/2021 at 3:22 PM, Emberfrost12 said: I have several large-ish friend groups, but we're not as close so it's hard for me Hey there, Ah, yeah, I get you. In what way are you finding it hard? What kind of thoughts and feelings are you having? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted December 26, 2021 Author Share Posted December 26, 2021 I think the issue is that everyone’s mostly separate from everyone else and I’m not used to it. It could also have to do with this thing I do where I kind of separate from myself. I don’t know why it happens, but it usually happens in the winter and it makes me feel really lonely and negative and desperate. It’s also what made me originally self-harm :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted December 27, 2021 Digital Mentor Share Posted December 27, 2021 Hey there, It's interesting that you talk about separating from yourself. I'm wondering, why do you think your mind might be doing that? What impact do you think it has on your life? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted January 2 Author Share Posted January 2 I'm not sure, but it might be be because of painful memories? I only noticed it last year, and the year before that, I was bullying someone...but would that be it? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted January 3 Digital Mentor Share Posted January 3 11 hours ago, Emberfrost12 said: I'm not sure, but it might be be because of painful memories? I only noticed it last year, and the year before that, I was bullying someone...but would that be it? Hey there, Yeah, it could be because of the painful memories. When we have experienced something negative, some people can find that they end up detaching from their emotions which can be a way that the mind reacts to help you cope. What do you think? How is everything going for you at the moment? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted January 3 Author Share Posted January 3 That makes sense. I'm pretty stressed out, but better than last year, but I can tell it's only getting worse from here :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted January 3 Digital Mentor Share Posted January 3 47 minutes ago, Emberfrost12 said: That makes sense. I'm pretty stressed out, but better than last year, but I can tell it's only getting worse from here :( Hey there, Sorry to hear that you're pretty stressed out at the moment. Would you like to tell me more about what's going on? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted January 5 Author Share Posted January 5 School's delayed because of covid, so it's just my brother and I at home. (our parents are stuck in florida) So I feel extra lonely. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted January 6 Digital Mentor Share Posted January 6 Hey there, Thanks for telling me that. How long have you been feeling lonely for? What is that feeling like for you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted January 6 Author Share Posted January 6 I haven't seen any of my friends for a month, so that long? and being lonely usually gives me 'no one cares about you' thoughts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elated Homoromantic Posted January 6 Share Posted January 6 40 minutes ago, Emberfrost12 said: I haven't seen any of my friends for a month, so that long? and being lonely usually gives me 'no one cares about you' thoughts. Hey there, I just want you to know that there were times in my on life when I felt the same but eventually you will start to realise that people do care about you and that it might just take them some time to understand what you are going through Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted January 7 Author Share Posted January 7 4 hours ago, Elated Homoromantic said: Hey there, I just want you to know that there were times in my on life when I felt the same but eventually you will start to realise that people do care about you and that it might just take them some time to understand what you are going through Thnx for that :) 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elated Homoromantic Posted January 7 Share Posted January 7 7 hours ago, Emberfrost12 said: Thnx for that :) No problem. I am just happy to help :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted January 7 Digital Mentor Share Posted January 7 15 hours ago, Emberfrost12 said: I haven't seen any of my friends for a month, so that long? and being lonely usually gives me 'no one cares about you' thoughts. Hey there, Ah, okay, so you're experiencing some negative thoughts about no one caring about you. Tell me about a time recently when someone has done something caring for you. What did they do? How did that make you feel? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted January 7 Author Share Posted January 7 Um...My partner texted me recently and asked how I was doing. Felt good.. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted January 7 Digital Mentor Share Posted January 7 1 hour ago, Emberfrost12 said: Um...My partner texted me recently and asked how I was doing. Felt good.. Hey there, Ah, yeah, I bet; that shows that they care about you because if they didn't, then they wouldn't check in. Can you tell me about another time recently when someone has done something caring for you? :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Elated Homoromantic Posted January 8 Share Posted January 8 I hope you don't mind me asking, When did you start getting these feelings? (and how did you get the empowered badge?) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted January 9 Author Share Posted January 9 19 hours ago, Elated Homoromantic said: I hope you don't mind me asking, When did you start getting these feelings? (and how did you get the empowered badge?) 7ish months ago? and the empowered badge is if someone likes one of your comments as 'empowered' On 1/7/2022 at 4:02 PM, Monsoon said: Hey there, Ah, yeah, I bet; that shows that they care about you because if they didn't, then they wouldn't check in. Can you tell me about another time recently when someone has done something caring for you? :) Can't really think of anything, sorry 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Monsoon Posted January 9 Digital Mentor Share Posted January 9 6 hours ago, Emberfrost12 said: 7ish months ago? and the empowered badge is if someone likes one of your comments as 'empowered' Can't really think of anything, sorry Hey thee, That's okay :) I'm wondering, why do you think I asked the question? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emberfrost12 Posted January 11 Author Share Posted January 11 Maybe to make me see that someone does care about me? also, we were talking about my painful memories, and I’m really stressed out about those because last year I was being bullied and the year before that I was bullying someone, like I mentioned, and everything about the weather is the exact same. Everything is triggering me, and I’m really on edge. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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