comet15 Posted April 17 Share Posted April 17 i want to be an adult so badly but also i want to be a little kid at the same time i want to be able to make the decisions i need to to keep myself alive and happy but at the same time I don't want the stress and pressure I have to deal with now that will only grow as I get older I want to legally change my name and gender, want to get surgeries, but I also want to be a little kid again, having fun, with a flat chest and a typical voice for any little kid, and not worrying about gender or dysphoria I want to be happy. but in the now there's nothing I can do to reach that, and with everything going on in the world against my people these days, happiness seems farther and farther away, and the end seems closer and closer, as the reasons to keep going are getting smaller and smaller... I made it to 15.. I came out at 12... but 18 seems too far away.. and I also just want to go back in time or for time to stop.. everythings moving too fast in the present but too slow in the long run its scary.... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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