cismur Posted February 25, 2023 Share Posted February 25, 2023 Life has taken a detour,I always dreamt of getting into a good university but my grades even after studying endlessly were pretty shit,not even average just shit even after retakes.im now stuck in a university doing a rather shit degree,I don't know what I'm doing,I don't know what the future holds for me,It terrifies me,I have severe anxiety,I get attacks . To top it all off people whom i used to consider friends now bully me about my life shortcomings,my appearance ,my intellect.they make me feel like shit,they call me dumb,they tell me that I'll be a failure.i have tried talking to them but it's of no use,I would have distanced myself from them but we all study in the same class and I don't have the liberty to switch to another uni.cuz trust me I would have done it long long ago.i don't want to fight cuz it's not in my nature and I don't want things to get more ugly because its all of them against me. I don't have the strength for anything left I don't even know why I'm posting this here,I just needed someone to listen Every day is a challenge for me,I'm not living ,I'm surviving 3 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hazard Posted February 25, 2023 Share Posted February 25, 2023 1 hour ago, cismur said: Life has taken a detour,I always dreamt of getting into a good university but my grades even after studying endlessly were pretty shit,not even average just shit even after retakes.im now stuck in a university doing a rather shit degree,I don't know what I'm doing,I don't know what the future holds for me,It terrifies me,I have severe anxiety,I get attacks . To top it all off people whom i used to consider friends now bully me about my life shortcomings,my appearance ,my intellect.they make me feel like shit,they call me dumb,they tell me that I'll be a failure.i have tried talking to them but it's of no use,I would have distanced myself from them but we all study in the same class and I don't have the liberty to switch to another uni.cuz trust me I would have done it long long ago.i don't want to fight cuz it's not in my nature and I don't want things to get more ugly because its all of them against me. I don't have the strength for anything left I don't even know why I'm posting this here,I just needed someone to listen Every day is a challenge for me,I'm not living ,I'm surviving Hey, I'm going to tag in @Monsoon, @Catsup and @Luie to check in with you. I'm really sorry you're dealing with this right now, but it will get better and by posting, you've taken a first step to make things better. We care about you, so please don't do anything. We want to help you here MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ditch the Label Staff Blondie Posted February 26, 2023 Ditch the Label Staff Share Posted February 26, 2023 On 2/25/2023 at 8:45 PM, Emberfrost12 said: Hey, I'm going to tag in @Monsoon, @Catsup and @Luie to check in with you. I'm really sorry you're dealing with this right now, but it will get better and by posting, you've taken a first step to make things better. We care about you, so please don't do anything. We want to help you here Hey @cismur I’m sorry to hear you’re feeling so low. I’m going to start a confidential support request so you can connect directly with our support mentors. Meanwhile, can I ask if you are currently safe? I’m also going to leave some crisis lines below so you have them to hand: (UK) The Samaritans - 116 123 (This is a free service that operates 24/7) (USA) Suicide and Crisis Lifeline - 988 (This is a free service that operates 24/7. You can call or text) A list of worldwide crisis lines can be found here: https://www.befrienders.org There's an app I can recommend called Stay Alive - it has safety plans to make sure you don’t harm yourself and you might find it helpful. https://prevent-suicide.org.uk/find-help-now/stay-alive-app/ You can also call the police if you feel at risk. We're here for you; you’re not alone and we can work through this together. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Luie Posted February 26, 2023 Digital Mentor Share Posted February 26, 2023 17 hours ago, cismur said: Life has taken a detour,I always dreamt of getting into a good university but my grades even after studying endlessly were pretty shit,not even average just shit even after retakes.im now stuck in a university doing a rather shit degree,I don't know what I'm doing,I don't know what the future holds for me,It terrifies me,I have severe anxiety,I get attacks . To top it all off people whom i used to consider friends now bully me about my life shortcomings,my appearance ,my intellect.they make me feel like shit,they call me dumb,they tell me that I'll be a failure.i have tried talking to them but it's of no use,I would have distanced myself from them but we all study in the same class and I don't have the liberty to switch to another uni.cuz trust me I would have done it long long ago.i don't want to fight cuz it's not in my nature and I don't want things to get more ugly because its all of them against me. I don't have the strength for anything left I don't even know why I'm posting this here,I just needed someone to listen Every day is a challenge for me,I'm not living ,I'm surviving Heyy @cismur, I have sent you a message on confidential support as well. Please do know that we are here for you. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Luie Posted February 26, 2023 Digital Mentor Share Posted February 26, 2023 16 hours ago, Emberfrost12 said: Hey, I'm going to tag in @Monsoon, @Catsup and @Luie to check in with you. I'm really sorry you're dealing with this right now, but it will get better and by posting, you've taken a first step to make things better. We care about you, so please don't do anything. We want to help you here Thanks for bringing this to our attention @Emberfrost12! 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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