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I am sick and tired of life right now...


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Idk what to do anymore...I am sick and tired of being misgendered...and dead named...and depressed...and gender d@sy*ria...I am trapped..well I feel trapped in everyday life...I want an escape that doesn't involve d*@th...! I cant talk to my parents about the dys*ph@ia because they just wouldn't understand!! I am hiding my emotions from my ex because I am trying to go back to being friends with them...and they ran away from my problems...so I have to keep it inside around them so that they don't leave me again!!..what if one day everyone leaves? and I am left all alone in this world..? I don't want to be alone....I can't correct my parents when they dead name or misgender me...I just want to escape all of my issues! I CAN'T! I CAN'T ESCAPE IT! I WANT IT ALL TO END!! I am thinking of trying to go back to keeping it all inside...someday I am going to lose everyone...I feel it...No-one understands my dys@*ria....I hate my body! I HATE IT!! It looks so feminine...I CAN'T STAND IT!! I wish I was allowed to bind my chest but my parents denied the idea.....They didn't even look into it....I can't talk to my psychiatrist about it because my mom goes in with me...I will never learn to love my body...I will always hate it for betraying me....I don't want to be called "female" or by feminine terms...I HATE IT SO MUCH!! I JUST WISH THAT EVERYONE COULD FEEL THE WAY I FEEL LIKE WHENEVER THEY USE THE WRONG TERMS OR THEY REMIND ME THAT I WAS BORN A FEMALE!!!! I just wanna escape...please...i don't know what to do anymore....

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6 hours ago, Firefly 23 said:

Idk what to do anymore...I am sick and tired of being misgendered...and dead named...and depressed...and gender d@sy*ria...I am trapped..well I feel trapped in everyday life...I want an escape that doesn't involve d*@th...! I cant talk to my parents about the dys*ph@ia because they just wouldn't understand!! I am hiding my emotions from my ex because I am trying to go back to being friends with them...and they ran away from my problems...so I have to keep it inside around them so that they don't leave me again!!..what if one day everyone leaves? and I am left all alone in this world..? I don't want to be alone....I can't correct my parents when they dead name or misgender me...I just want to escape all of my issues! I CAN'T! I CAN'T ESCAPE IT! I WANT IT ALL TO END!! I am thinking of trying to go back to keeping it all inside...someday I am going to lose everyone...I feel it...No-one understands my dys@*ria....I hate my body! I HATE IT!! It looks so feminine...I CAN'T STAND IT!! I wish I was allowed to bind my chest but my parents denied the idea.....They didn't even look into it....I can't talk to my psychiatrist about it because my mom goes in with me...I will never learn to love my body...I will always hate it for betraying me....I don't want to be called "female" or by feminine terms...I HATE IT SO MUCH!! I JUST WISH THAT EVERYONE COULD FEEL THE WAY I FEEL LIKE WHENEVER THEY USE THE WRONG TERMS OR THEY REMIND ME THAT I WAS BORN A FEMALE!!!! I just wanna escape...please...i don't know what to do anymore....

Hey there,

I just want you to know that I have sent you a private message to check in with you. 

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