chuu Posted September 14, 2021 Share Posted September 14, 2021 (edited) i’m not enough, and i don’t know how to be okay. i want to be okay but right now that’s just so difficult. everything is just so messed up in my head and i just don’t know how to cope anymore. i want to be free from this feeling whatever “this feeling” is. - just wanted to vent Edited September 14, 2021 by chuu MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted September 15, 2021 Share Posted September 15, 2021 Hey @chuu Thank you for telling us how you're feeling at the moment. It sounds like you're feeling pretty low right now, and I just want you to know that we are here for you Would you like to tell me more about what's going on for you? What emotions are you feeling right now? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chuu Posted September 15, 2021 Author Share Posted September 15, 2021 hi, thank you for caring! i’m just feeling really hopeless and nothing i seem to do can make this feeling pass. i don’t really understand how i feel. i just want to be valid however that may be. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted September 16, 2021 Share Posted September 16, 2021 Hey @chuu We are here for you. Can I ask, how long have you been feeling this way? Also, do you have an idea about where they might have come from? 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chuu Posted September 16, 2021 Author Share Posted September 16, 2021 hi again @Monsoon ive been feeling this way for about two years but recently it’s been getting out of hand. I lost my best friend about 6 months ago and without her, my life just feels so meaningless. i love her with my entire heart and the fact i’ll never be able to tell her that again makes me feel sick. i almost don’t want to feel better because if i feel better i’ll lose her completely, if that makes sense. i just don’t know what i’m gonna do without out her because i don’t think i’ll ever love anyone the way i loved her. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chuu Posted September 19, 2021 Author Share Posted September 19, 2021 On 9/16/2021 at 8:49 AM, chuu said: On 9/16/2021 at 8:49 AM, chuu said: hi again @Monsoon ive been feeling this way for about two years but recently it’s been getting out of hand. I lost my best friend about 6 months ago and without her, my life just feels so meaningless. i love her with my entire heart and the fact i’ll never be able to tell her that again makes me feel sick. i almost don’t want to feel better because if i feel better i’ll lose her completely, if that makes sense. i just don’t know what i’m gonna do without out her because i don’t think i’ll ever love anyone the way i loved her. hi @Monsoon i was just wondering if you were still interested in having this conversation? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted September 19, 2021 Share Posted September 19, 2021 Hey @chuu I'm so sorry, but my message was saved in drafts for some reason. I'll make sure that won't happen again. How are you feeling today? I just want to thank you for telling me about where these feelings are coming from; it sounds like you're really hurting at the moment, and I want you to know that if anything is too uncomfortable or upsetting for you to talk about, please, let me know, because I respect your boundaries and want you to feel respected. I completely get what you're saying about how if you're happy, then you lose them completely. When we lose someone so close, we can feel extreme guilt for starting to enjoy life again and make happy memories. How have you been coping without her? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chuu Posted September 20, 2021 Author Share Posted September 20, 2021 hi, thank you for the reply @Monsoon! the thing is i haven’t really been coping at all and my feelings are pushing me into this state of mind that’s so isolated and cold. i still can’t seem to come to terms with the fact that she’s gone yet but just knowing that she’s never going to come back crushes my spirit entirely. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted September 20, 2021 Share Posted September 20, 2021 Hey @chuu Thank you for being so open about how you're feeling right now. I think it's completely normal to feel like we cannot come to terms with the fact that someone close to us has gone; to face our life without someone we treasure so deeply is so hard to accept. I know it might not seem like it now, but when coming to terms with such a loss, you will learn how to cope with time, but it can take a while to start feeling like you are, and to even feel moderately close to how you were beforehand. I just want you to know that we are here for you every step of the way though. Can I ask, do you feel comfortable enough to tell me what happened? It's completely okay if you don't, and I respect your boundary if it's too emotional for you to talk about. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chuu Posted September 20, 2021 Author Share Posted September 20, 2021 hey @Monsoon im really sorry but i’m just not ready to open up about losing her yet. thank you for all of the support i really appreciate it. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted September 21, 2021 Share Posted September 21, 2021 Hey @chuu That's okay and I want to thank you for letting me know what your boundary is around talking about it. I just want you to know that I will be here to speak with you about it when you're ready. Would you like to speak about anything else with us at the moment? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chuu Posted September 21, 2021 Author Share Posted September 21, 2021 hi @Monsoon i think that’s all for now thank you though MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted September 22, 2021 Share Posted September 22, 2021 22 hours ago, chuu said: hi @Monsoon i think that’s all for now thank you though Hey @chuu That's okay You know where we are if you do want to speak. Take care and best of luck with everything. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Learning how to love mysel Posted October 7, 2021 Share Posted October 7, 2021 On 9/15/2021 at 1:18 AM, chuu said: i’m not enough, and i don’t know how to be okay. i want to be okay but right now that’s just so difficult. everything is just so messed up in my head and i just don’t know how to cope anymore. i want to be free from this feeling whatever “this feeling” is. - just wanted to vent Hey chu, just so you know...you are more than enough. You are the "you" that you are supposed to be ar this moment. If that makes sense. Things will change,the difficulty you are facing now will fade soon . Cause every night is eaten by darkness but the sun rises the very next day.. without a delay things will set themselves right in a while . Its just a matter of time. And remember .. yesterday's you today's you and tomorrow's you are you itself and don't forget to love yourself. You just need some time to get over your loss..And you will be fine and when you are fine don't forget to update......Also you can open up when you are ready to the digital mentor, or someone you trust...takee caree.. mwah MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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