I can’t find any help

[Secretforme]

I should say I cannot afford any Therapy or medication anymore. I have been off medication for 3 months and things have only gotten worse. Before all of this I was not able to truly feel emotions it’s one of the reasons I don’t believe I’m human, but now that I’ve lost my medication my emotions and feelings have been leaving me scratches and any self harm feels like getting a tattoo. I have looked for support groups but have not found any that I can afford, I have also went to many forums but unfortunately my posts have gotten swept away. I believe I don’t deserve help but I also know I need it as im afraid my hallucinations and voices will get their wish and be set free sending me away and disappearing. Fear has been an emotion I was able to understand since I was young other emotions are harder for me. I am in no way saying I will kill myself or anything like that I refuse to turn out like my friend, I only want help in anyway, hospitalization is out of the question I do not want to go back and be forced to remember everything Instead I would be open fo support groups and therapy.

[JaxTheMasc]

7 hours ago, Secretforme said:

I should say I cannot afford any Therapy or medication anymore. I have been off medication for 3 months and things have only gotten worse. Before all of this I was not able to truly feel emotions it’s one of the reasons I don’t believe I’m human, but now that I’ve lost my medication my emotions and feelings have been leaving me scratches and any self harm feels like getting a tattoo. I have looked for support groups but have not found any that I can afford, I have also went to many forums but unfortunately my posts have gotten swept away. I believe I don’t deserve help but I also know I need it as im afraid my hallucinations and voices will get their wish and be set free sending me away and disappearing. Fear has been an emotion I was able to understand since I was young other emotions are harder for me. I am in no way saying I will kill myself or anything like that I refuse to turn out like my friend, I only want help in anyway, hospitalization is out of the question I do not want to go back and be forced to remember everything Instead I would be open fo support groups and therapy.

Hi, I want you to know you can reach out at any time, would you like to tell me more? As someone who has suffered with self harm in the past, I can try to have an understanding... You can message me any time or reply to this forum! If you need more help please call or text 988... I hope you will feel better in time, but again if you need to talk you can talk to me or staff!

[Duckie]

12 hours ago, Secretforme said:

I should say I cannot afford any Therapy or medication anymore. I have been off medication for 3 months and things have only gotten worse. Before all of this I was not able to truly feel emotions it’s one of the reasons I don’t believe I’m human, but now that I’ve lost my medication my emotions and feelings have been leaving me scratches and any self harm feels like getting a tattoo. I have looked for support groups but have not found any that I can afford, I have also went to many forums but unfortunately my posts have gotten swept away. I believe I don’t deserve help but I also know I need it as im afraid my hallucinations and voices will get their wish and be set free sending me away and disappearing. Fear has been an emotion I was able to understand since I was young other emotions are harder for me. I am in no way saying I will kill myself or anything like that I refuse to turn out like my friend, I only want help in anyway, hospitalization is out of the question I do not want to go back and be forced to remember everything Instead I would be open fo support groups and therapy.

I have sent some suggestions on free support groups for you on confidential support. We are here for you