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Ive been isolating myself and I don't know what to do


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I've been having hallucinations lately and I'm scared to go around people. The hallucinations are terrible, it'll be my boyfriend k1lling himself in the school bathrooms, I'll scream, someone will walk in and ask if I'm okay, and I'll realize it's a hallucination. The most recent one was me calling the hospital because I was scared and wanted help and I blinked and the phone was on the couch, not in my hand. I don't know what to do and the hallucinations are getting worse. It might have something to do with my insomnia, ED, or paranoia. I want serious replies, I'm scared.

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More hallucinations have my teeth falling out and alot of blood will pour out of my mouth, My mom screaming at me to shut up, my friends deadnaming me. Some won't be as bad but some will make me cry.

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My "friend (E)"  "accidentally" sent me a picture of O and their new boyfriend saying "OMG they look so cute together I've never seen O so happy 🥺" then said "lol wrong person but I still hate you" I said "idc bye" and then E asked if my boyfriend (K) hated me because of my disorders. I blocked E and he has tried to hurt me (sending old pictures of me before I transitioned, dead named me, etc.) through other platforms and I don't know if E knows I have DTL. 

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2 hours ago, urfavsewerrat said:

I've been having hallucinations lately and I'm scared to go around people. The hallucinations are terrible, it'll be my boyfriend k1lling himself in the school bathrooms, I'll scream, someone will walk in and ask if I'm okay, and I'll realize it's a hallucination. The most recent one was me calling the hospital because I was scared and wanted help and I blinked and the phone was on the couch, not in my hand. I don't know what to do and the hallucinations are getting worse. It might have something to do with my insomnia, ED, or paranoia. I want serious replies, I'm scared.

Heyy @urfavsewerrat, I've responded to you on Confidential Support. Here for you, I can tell how it's impact you a lot.

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