-Marra- Posted February 14 Share Posted February 14 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Other Click this notice to reveal the content. This is just a vent you don't have to read unless you want to... I hate how i look and talk. I hate the way when i feel a strong emotion i start to cry. I hate how i am not strong enough for myself. I hate how i don't trust myslf and how i can't be there for people when they need it. I wish i was better at thing and I wish i was no failling school. I wish i could help my friends I wish i could help my self I wish i could trust other and i wish i could just be a better person I don't like how my life has been and I wish i could change it and my mistakes. I wish i didn't lie and I wish i could tell people the truth. I wish some people were not scared of me and I hope i can make my dream come true. I hope i don't dissapotint my parents anymore. and i hope i don't make them mad any more:(... This is going to be an on going thing I will write on here when i feel like it. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Digital Mentor Aurora Posted February 14 Digital Mentor Share Posted February 14 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Other Click this notice to reveal the content. 9 hours ago, -Marra- said: This is just a vent you don't have to read unless you want to... I hate how i look and talk. I hate the way when i feel a strong emotion i start to cry. I hate how i am not strong enough for myself. I hate how i don't trust myslf and how i can't be there for people when they need it. I wish i was better at thing and I wish i was no failling school. I wish i could help my friends I wish i could help my self I wish i could trust other and i wish i could just be a better person I don't like how my life has been and I wish i could change it and my mistakes. I wish i didn't lie and I wish i could tell people the truth. I wish some people were not scared of me and I hope i can make my dream come true. I hope i don't dissapotint my parents anymore. and i hope i don't make them mad any more:(... This is going to be an on going thing I will write on here when i feel like it. Hi @-Marra-, you mentioned that this is just a vent and I know how helpful it can be to have the space to just vent! I therefore won't say much as I don't want to take away from this. I just wanted to check in and make sure you're OK? We all have these kind of thoughts from time to time and letting them out can really help. Please do let us know though if you would like some support. I also wanted to say that I have noticed what a helpful, caring and understanding member of the community you are and you are definitely there for people when they need it. It's great to have you here at Ditch the Label Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Marra- Posted February 14 Author Share Posted February 14 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Other Click this notice to reveal the content. 1 hour ago, Aurora said: Hi @-Marra-, you mentioned that this is just a vent and I know how helpful it can be to have the space to just vent! I therefore won't say much as I don't want to take away from this. I just wanted to check in and make sure you're OK? We all have these kind of thoughts from time to time and letting them out can really help. Please do let us know though if you would like some support. I also wanted to say that I have noticed what a helpful, caring and understanding member of the community you are and you are definitely there for people when they need it. It's great to have you here at Ditch the Label I am ok at the moment but last night something triggered all of these thoughs thats why i just wrote on here. I try to be helpful to people casue it makes me happy And it help others feel better sometimes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Marra- Posted February 14 Author Share Posted February 14 vent agian... Why am i not good enough to do simple math work why do i cry cause its too much. why do i have to be like this Why does my brain act like this I HATE IT! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
La_Bonita_Chica Posted February 14 Share Posted February 14 1 minute ago, -Marra- said: vent agian... Why am i not good enough to do simple math work why do i cry cause its too much. why do i have to be like this Why does my brain act like this I HATE IT! you are good and math is hard for everyone in different kinds of ways. my brain is different from everyone else too it’s just a fact of managing it and really understanding wht your brain needs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Marra- Posted February 15 Author Share Posted February 15 3 hours ago, Everybody_luv_jae said: you are good and math is hard for everyone in different kinds of ways. my brain is different from everyone else too it’s just a fact of managing it and really understanding wht your brain needs the work we do is too much i am doing work that is a grade level ahead of me. and i can't focus on the things i need cause i think of other things that seem more inporant (<---I can't spell) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
La_Bonita_Chica Posted February 15 Share Posted February 15 20 minutes ago, -Marra- said: the work we do is too much i am doing work that is a grade level ahead of me. and i can't focus on the things i need cause i think of other things that seem more inporant (<---I can't spell) have u tried asking for extra help? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Marra- Posted February 15 Author Share Posted February 15 9 hours ago, Everybody_luv_jae said: have u tried asking for extra help? Yes and I have tried asking for other math teachers to explain it to my differently but I still don't understand stand it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Marra- Posted February 15 Author Share Posted February 15 9 hours ago, Everybody_luv_jae said: have u tried asking for extra help? Yes and I have tried asking for other math teachers to explain it to my differently but I still don't understand stand it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
La_Bonita_Chica Posted February 15 Share Posted February 15 1 hour ago, -Marra- said: Yes and I have tried asking for other math teachers to explain it to my differently but I still don't understand stand it. maybe you just need some extra help not just explaining a different way Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Marra- Posted February 15 Author Share Posted February 15 12 minutes ago, Everybody_luv_jae said: maybe you just need some extra help not just explaining a different way we don't have any tutors at our school so i can't get help that way and i have tried going to the teachers in the morning to get help but non of it works and i don't know what to do anymore Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
-Marra- Posted February 16 Author Share Posted February 16 another day another vent... So I just go home from going out to eat and stuff and my sister is in a bad mood and she just said to her boyfriend "Maddie ate all the food in the house" basically calling me fat. I already think i am fat so when she said that it made me cry casue she doesn't know how much i beat myself up about that so yeah... *Maddie or Marra is not my real name it is just what i go by online* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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