Everlast-Arch Posted December 21, 2022 Share Posted December 21, 2022 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Suicide Click this notice to reveal the content. Let me preface that I have been struggling with mental health issues and suicidal ideation, and I could not seek help as of now, as I live in a conservative country where being seen going to mental health facilities would mean I lose my job, I get declared insane, and I would become the talk of the neighborhood. In order to manage my condition the best I could, I do journaling and I try to start new hobbies, but every time I do the latter, I would always think to myself that I'd be wasting time, since I'd die anyway and all the time wasted would be in vain. I know that it is not healthy to think like this, but every time I would pick up apen and try learning how to draw, or open some videos on how to cook for beginners, I always think like that. How do I break out of this? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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