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she hits me every single time when wants to vent her anger, i get this strong feeling she does not like me. Just today she hit me saying she was trying to teach me a lesson she was physically and verbally abusing me i just want die but im scared but everyday it gats worse my depression and self esteem.  i have scars all over my body and don't know what to do. should i just die.

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Thank you for reaching out to us. I’m one of the digital mentors and I give advice to those who come to us for support.

I’m deeply sorry to hear about your mom being abusive. I cannot imagine how hard this just be for you, but from wha you’ve said, I can tell it really hurts you on a deep level. I just want you to know that we are here to help you through this, and you are not alone. 

Before we go ahead, I want to ask, are you physically and emotionally safe at the moment? By physically safe, I mean, is there a risk that you will be harmed seriously and worry about your life? Also, by emotional safety, I noticed what you said about questioning death, so I want to check, have you made any kind of plan to take your life at all? It’s completely okay to share this with me if you have. Although it might not feel like it now, this feeling may pass, and there is always light at the end of the tunnel - we have your back. Just incase you need it, here is some safety information if you are in crisis: 

  • UK - The Samaritans: 116 123 (24/7 service)
  • USA - NSPL: 1-800-273-8255
  • A list of worldwide crisis lines: https://www.befrienders.org
  • An app I can recommend: https://www.prevent-suicide.org.uk/find-help-now/stay-alive-app/ this has safety plans to make sure you don't harm yourself and you might find it useful. 
  • If you’re in the UK, you can text SHOUT to 85258 when you are struggling, and a trained crisis volunteer will text you back. This is great if you find talking on the phone challenging, and it’s completely free 24/7



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