Nanina Posted July 29, 2022 Share Posted July 29, 2022 So I heard you can you can have sexual OCD or whatever. It’s basically you always questioning your sexuality. I came to terms that I’m pansexual, I really don’t care what you are yk. But I have a whole lot a badge with my sexuality. My mom is telling me that this is just a cry for attention and I never showed any signs of being attracted to my same gender and what not, and she is telling me I will regret this in the future. I on the other hand have no idea anymore, I like girls and boys but I seem to be finding girls more attractive than boys. Now I don’t get turned on or anything, but I do have sexual desires so I’m not asexual. I just can’t feel those types of things. I tend to seek validation from men. And intimacy from women. I have trauma from both genders so I don’t know which one to rule out. My love language is physical touching so anyone I know and trust that touches me I will fall for. I can see myself with a women but I catch myself only being attracted to mother figures or women who are a lot like me. With men I only find myself trusting men who are emotionally mature and are feminine. Although I say I’m attracted to men the only man I can say I’m attracted to is an actor who plays the main character in deadly class (Benjamin wadsworth), no other guy tickles my fancy yk. I recently caught feelings for my best friend I mean she is pretty but I fell for her personality, her as a person. I guess that’s a good thing and I guess me typing this I’m realizing that I’m pansexual. Just makes me feel not normal tho I can’t function like others I don’t get turned on, I read a lot of books and watch videos (if you know you know) but I don’t get excited like one should. I did 2 years ago but now it’s like I burnt myself out. I feel very numb and can’t feel most things a person should. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ditch the Label Staff Daisie Posted July 30, 2022 Ditch the Label Staff Share Posted July 30, 2022 (edited) Hey @Nanina Welcome to the Community! I am Daisie a Community Warden here on the forums, and I just wanted to stop by and send you a warm welcome. I have read your post and wondered if you'd like to talk things through with one of our Trained Digital Mentors? I will tag them in so you know who they are and so they can reach out to you. @Blondie& @Monsoon & @Aurora If you need anything in the meantime, please feel free to reach out! Edited July 30, 2022 by Daisie 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nanina Posted July 30, 2022 Author Share Posted July 30, 2022 @DaisieThat would be great thank you 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted July 30, 2022 Share Posted July 30, 2022 4 hours ago, Nanina said: @DaisieThat would be great thank you Hey Nanina, I have sent you a message about this. I hope to hear back from you soon :) MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nanina Posted July 30, 2022 Author Share Posted July 30, 2022 @Monsoon Hi, I’m very new to this website so I have no idea where to go to view your message. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted July 31, 2022 Share Posted July 31, 2022 Hey. I think we have it figured out now and I've just replied. Speak soon! MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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