Hazard Posted March 28, 2022 Share Posted March 28, 2022 I thought I might give a complete account. So, here we go. 1) When I was six-ish my teacher essentially told me I wasn't good enough for her. At that school there were twelve people in elementary. That's twelve people in six grades, and I really did not have any friends I actually liked. 2) I may have tried suicide as a way out when I was eight or nine. I don't know why that didn't raise any red flags for anyone, but it didn't 3) In fourth grade, I moved from the U.S. to Canada. I punched someone who is currently my friend that year. That year I also made two friends. 4) In fifth grade, I bullied a grade six because I saw her as a challenge to my friendship with someone. I didn't realize I had bullied her until long after 5) In grade six, I got bullied by two other sixes, while not realizing it was happening, because I thought was in equal power. I started self-harming. One of my close friends revealed his suicidal thought/feelings to me. 6) Whelp, I'm a grade seven now, and...it's been a long year, but relatively good. I mean, my bar isn't high for a good year, but it's been better Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MimeNegative Posted March 29, 2022 Share Posted March 29, 2022 On 3/28/2022 at 2:32 PM, Emberfrost12 said: I thought I might give a complete account. So, here we go. 1) When I was six-ish my teacher essentially told me I wasn't good enough for her. At that school there were twelve people in elementary. That's twelve people in six grades, and I really did not have any friends I actually liked. 2) I may have tried suicide as a way out when I was eight or nine. I don't know why that didn't raise any red flags for anyone, but it didn't 3) In fourth grade, I moved from the U.S. to Canada. I punched someone who is currently my friend that year. That year I also made two friends. 4) In fifth grade, I bullied a grade six because I saw her as a challenge to my friendship with someone. I didn't realize I had bullied her until long after 5) In grade six, I got bullied by two other sixes, while not realizing it was happening, because I thought was in equal power. I started self-harming. One of my close friends revealed his suicidal thought/feelings to me. 6) Whelp, I'm a grade seven now, and...it's been a long year, but relatively good. I mean, my bar isn't high for a good year, but it's been better Ah mate, we all have bad times, I've tried suicide twice, I might do it again, but trust me, things will eventually get better, probably not right away, but eventually, just live on until you can see that day :) Maybe set that as your goal. I hope you get a lot of support from good people :) 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted March 30, 2022 Share Posted March 30, 2022 On 3/28/2022 at 8:32 PM, Emberfrost12 said: I thought I might give a complete account. So, here we go. 1) When I was six-ish my teacher essentially told me I wasn't good enough for her. At that school there were twelve people in elementary. That's twelve people in six grades, and I really did not have any friends I actually liked. 2) I may have tried suicide as a way out when I was eight or nine. I don't know why that didn't raise any red flags for anyone, but it didn't 3) In fourth grade, I moved from the U.S. to Canada. I punched someone who is currently my friend that year. That year I also made two friends. 4) In fifth grade, I bullied a grade six because I saw her as a challenge to my friendship with someone. I didn't realize I had bullied her until long after 5) In grade six, I got bullied by two other sixes, while not realizing it was happening, because I thought was in equal power. I started self-harming. One of my close friends revealed his suicidal thought/feelings to me. 6) Whelp, I'm a grade seven now, and...it's been a long year, but relatively good. I mean, my bar isn't high for a good year, but it's been better Hey there, Thanks for sharing your story. I know we've talked at length before, but I just want to check, how is your wellbeing at the moment? Also, how is your friend doing who revealed his suicidal thoughts/feelings? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted March 30, 2022 Share Posted March 30, 2022 12 hours ago, MimeNegative said: Ah mate, we all have bad times, I've tried suicide twice, I might do it again, but trust me, things will eventually get better, probably not right away, but eventually, just live on until you can see that day :) Maybe set that as your goal. I hope you get a lot of support from good people :) Hey @MimeNegative I just want you to know that I've sent a message to check in. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hazard Posted March 30, 2022 Author Share Posted March 30, 2022 4 hours ago, Monsoon said: Hey there, Thanks for sharing your story. I know we've talked at length before, but I just want to check, how is your wellbeing at the moment? Also, how is your friend doing who revealed his suicidal thoughts/feelings? I can already sense that it’s s going to be a long day, and it’s only 8:17. (I’m at school forty minutes early) I just feel mentally exhausted… Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted April 1, 2022 Share Posted April 1, 2022 On 3/30/2022 at 3:18 PM, Emberfrost12 said: I can already sense that it’s s going to be a long day, and it’s only 8:17. (I’m at school forty minutes early) I just feel mentally exhausted… Hey there, As we are talking about this on the other topic, I'll reply there. Speak soon :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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