Maybebaby Posted June 20, 2021 Share Posted June 20, 2021 You can call me MaybeBaby (the first nicknames that came to my head while signing up) I am so happy that I have found this community because I am a bit afraid to talk about my orientation with my friends. Really hope that it will become my safe space I’ve been always thinking about my sexuality mostly about my attraction to girls. Is it only about having sex with them or I am appealed to them romantically? It all started when I was 16. I have met a girl who’ve become my best friend. We were roommates, groupmates that is why we were always together. I haven’t had such a friendship before meeting her and I was extremely happy when our friendship started. I got jealous when she started dating guys. I was always against them. I understand now that I was such a toxic person when I reacted like that. The thing that makes me doubt my heterosexuality is that sometimes when I look at her I have a strong desire to kiss her. It frightens me because if I will try to do that she won’t understand and our friendship might end. Both of us have boyfriends. I really love my boyfriend and I am sexually attracted to him. I kissed a girl before but I haven’t had an emotional or romantic connection to her so it was such a strange experience for me. I understand, that process of identifying your orientation is individual. Despite this, I really want to get to know stories of people who passed this journey. Sending love and support to everyone in this community MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ditch the Label Staff Blondie Posted June 21, 2021 Ditch the Label Staff Share Posted June 21, 2021 Hey @Maybebaby and welcome to our community - I'm glad you found us! Thank you for sharing and it's great that you're taking the time to figure out how you feel. For many people attraction can be very fluid and may not fall into one category (for example, bi) - some people need to feel an emotional connection in order to feel attraction. However you feel, it's all completely valid. I'm sure you'll get a lot from other's stories and we're here for you. 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MoonieOwl Posted June 21, 2021 Share Posted June 21, 2021 I feel almost the same except I am most likely a lot younger than you but I have had crushes on people of both genders so you might be bisexual like me! MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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