ocean Posted August 1, 2018 Share Posted August 1, 2018 Hi, I'm an 18 year old girl and I started questioning my sexuality. Never dated (don't really think I had any sexual thoughts neither), although, when I think about it, I feel like I would date anyone, regardless of gender. I have had some physical attraction towards some boys, but not that many girls. At a party, a drunk friend (girl) kissed me. For me, it wasn't a big deal! Although I didn't mind, I didn't feel anything! She is only my friend, that's all. It wasn't because of the kiss I started to question "Who am I'". I have been so anxious about it, that when my sister asked me if I was lesbian, my heart started to race so hard (like I had been exposed). I guess I felt that way 'cause I've been thinking about it, even though I don't have any answers. I am scared that my mind is tricking me and I am actually just a straight girl. What if I end up hurting people? What if all this, I am going through, is simply curiosity? What if I end up dating someone, but late realize I never felt love, only friendship? What if my searching ends up looking like I am mocking with LGBTQIA+ community? I only need answers. What do I do? MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Willow Posted August 1, 2018 Share Posted August 1, 2018 Hey Ocean, Wow-- these are incredible questions! I'm really excited for your journey. You have lots of consideration for others. I think you exploring and curiosity is not a negative thing. But there is a responsibility of making sure the people you're involved with are clear on your intentions. It sounds like you do need some clarity on the what intimacy means versus relationships. I believe that there can be emotional and physical intimacy with a person without being in a 'relationship' with them. You can be 'straight' when it comes to dating, but having attractions to women doesn't have to mean you have to adopt a different label. Here's an article to remind you that where you're at is perfectly okay: https://www.ditchthelabel.org/8-things-know-questioning-sexuality/ Hope my suggestions help! -willow MultiQuote Quote This Digital Mentor Account is no longer active. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ocean Posted August 3, 2018 Author Share Posted August 3, 2018 Thank you very much willow, I was really confused!! MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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