Sydney18 Posted June 27, 2019 Share Posted June 27, 2019 Hello, I don't know what to do anymore. I feel a mess and can't stand myself, I don't want to move, work, be loved or look at myself. I'm struggling to wake up and all I do is cry. What do I do !? Please. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ditch the Label Staff Blondie Posted June 27, 2019 Ditch the Label Staff Share Posted June 27, 2019 @Sydney18 Hi, I'm so sorry you're feeling like this - it's completely exhausting to feel so low. Have you been to your GP at all at this point? What is your support system like, e.g. do you have family you can talk to? It would be good to visit your GP for a general wellness check. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Anthony IV Posted June 27, 2019 Share Posted June 27, 2019 I feel the same way. These past couple weeks have been horrible, I have no motivation to get up and do anything. I am a youth umpire and I love it, but lately I find myself not wanting to do anything. It's not like I have a busy life, I sit in my basement on a yoga ball, but it's like a weight just sitting on your chest right? I feel you completely MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sydney18 Posted June 28, 2019 Author Share Posted June 28, 2019 I feel the same way. These past couple weeks have been horrible, I have no motivation to get up and do anything. I am a youth umpire and I love it, but lately I find myself not wanting to do anything. It's not like I have a busy life, I sit in my basement on a yoga ball, but it's like a weight just sitting on your chest right? I feel you completely Same with me, I've really struggled these past few weeks and have got to the point where I just sit in silence and cry. I break down in work crying and its not just because I hate my job. Yes I feel so heavy and tired but all I do when I'm not at work is sleep and comfort eat too. Which makes me feel disgusting after! MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sydney18 Posted June 28, 2019 Author Share Posted June 28, 2019 @Sydney18 Hi, I'm so sorry you're feeling like this - it's completely exhausting to feel so low. Have you been to your GP at all at this point? What is your support system like, e.g. do you have family you can talk to? It would be good to visit your GP for a general wellness check. Yes I've seen everyone and I'm a lot better now than I was a few years ago. I have an incredible boyfriend but i just push him away and close off because I can't stand myself or the way I look. I get nervous about him seeing me and touching me because I find myself so gross. I can't talk to anyone because I don't know what's wrong with me and I just hate myself. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ditch the Label Staff Blondie Posted June 28, 2019 Ditch the Label Staff Share Posted June 28, 2019 @Sydney18 I'd definitely consider going back to speak to someone as you may need a review of everything. Have you spoken to your boyfriend about how you are feeling? It's a natural reaction to close off but often our partners want to support, they just don't always know how. He might have his own worries and by opening up you can dispel these plus support him through nay concerns he has. Often partners say they feel left out of things like this and they just want to know what's going on even if they can't do anything *practically* to help and you need some time alone or a hug or to vent. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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