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i have never seen myself getting married because of the past relationships iโ€™ve been in and cuz of my dad but with you i want to get married. i think u should know im on the fence about having children because i dont want to be like my mother or father. im always checking your profile to see if you are online cuz even if we just talked i still miss you and when you take awhile to answer it drives me crazy but in a good way, the negative thoughts iโ€™ve had in relationships about that person and/or myself i dont have with you, you take my words away. You are Mi Rey, my world, te amo mi amor, and my novio ๐Ÿ’—๐ŸŒ

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I miss you every single day when I'm at school, ik I have friends with me but I always miss you and don't worry about it in terms of having kids I'm unsure about that too even though it would be nice I'm unsure about it myself, I always think I don't deserve to be with anyone because my self esteem sucks but they have just gone with you, there still there but I don't feel them as much, my heart is with you, and it isn't going anywhere, it's with you, always we have so much in common and its crazy but it'd amazing to relate and have so much in common with someone and that person is you, 5 days can feel like forever when you're with the right person and I want to spend the rest of my life with you, my life makes more sense with you in it mi amor ๐Ÿ’—, and that's youย Mi reinaย  te amo, always and foreverย 

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you are gonna make me cry mi amor. te amo forever and always mi rey and i want to spend the rest of my life with you too. you made my life is much better and idk where iโ€™d be without you and i canโ€™t believe iโ€™d be im falling in love with someone again. you are my everything and i donโ€™t feel insecure, when im with you ๐Ÿ’—! You are everything iโ€™ve ever wanted and needed in a relationship which i never thought i could have, ion deserve you or youโ€™re love but im glad i have itย 

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I'm always here for you mi amor, and if we do ever end up having kids, you're going to be a great mom I don't want the rest of my life with anyone else I want it to be withย youย it feels right, you made me cry when you sent me that poem, it was so beautiful, I feel completely at home with you you mean the world to me and if I lost you, this world just wouldn't make sense anymore, I'd keep going, but I wouldn't fall in love like this again I wish you were here with me I'd be even happier then I am right now and I think I've fallen completely in love with you there's no one else just you and me and that's all I need, I don't need no gifts, I don't need money or cars or a job, you're my dream and my dream girl, you're my queen and ill always treat you like one no more or no less โค๏ธ

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they are unsure about since its an online relationship and its so soon after the breakup but some people are also happy for usย 

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FaIr enough I get that, but just know that I love you, and every word I've said, I've meant, I'm completely happy with you and i don't plan on ending it anytime soon just know that I'm here for you and I always will be thats a promiseย 

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Honestly I'm so grateful for you, even though I suck at this relationship thing, the heart know what it wants and it wants someone who I can share my life with, someone who wants me to exist and doesn't pretend I don't it wants somebody who's patient and understands and puts up with my episodes I don't really believe in true love because nobody's perfect, but you're an exception I actually feel true love here, I suck at showing it and sometimes I go off, but I love you ik everyone can do better than me because people usually leave ik I ramble on but you mean so much to me. Even though part of me thinks everyone can do better you make my everyday worth it and I hope I do the same for you, I have a lot I want to say but I just can't, because they wouldn't be enough to describe how much you mean to me, even though I haven't seen you in real life you make me feel like I'm worth it even when. I don't think I am and I really appreciate it these 5 days have been amazing, it doesn't even feel like five days it feels like more than that how crazy is that?ย 

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