Roses Are Red, Love Is Fake

[Tris]

So lately I've been a cynic. Well, more of a cynic than usual. I've been in one relationship ever, and it ended up toxic. I'm not sure if everyone ends a relationship being loved more than anything in the world one moment to having your guts hated the next? He called me the b-word, undesirable, hopes I die alone.

A week ago I met this guy. I can't say I like him because we've just met and haven't had enough time to form a bond. I take a long time to warm up to people, you see. But he likes me already. He said I'm beautiful and fun to talk to. Compliments don't work on me anymore though. The last guy called me beautiful and amazing just to replace that with "fake crazy b" when I left. I don't think love is real. I athink people just idealize you then throw you away when they know the real you. 

For a year already, I lowkey wanted to try again, just to prove my ex-bf wrong when he said that nobody would ever love me again. But now that I finally have a guy's attention, I shy away.

Edited July 24, 2022 by Tris

[omni]

aww so sorry been in that position just the guy was a jerk and  well my past crush hated him so like ...........