My vent 😭😭😭😭

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

Okay, have a good night sleep and a beautiful dreams! :) 

Not yet lol not tired

[-Leila-]

Listening to depressing songs now great..

[Alpha9th]

1 minute ago, leilaa said:

Listening to depressing songs now great..

But why, if you don't want to? 

[-Leila-]

1 minute ago, Alpha9th said:

But why, if you don't want to? 

It's this time of night my head goes

[-Leila-]

My head is fully going

[-Leila-]

Just messaged my mum. 

[Alpha9th]

3 minutes ago, leilaa said:

Just messaged my mum. 

Hey, what is happening to you? I'm kinda worried. 

[-Leila-]

Just now, Alpha9th said:

Hey, what is happening to you? I'm kinda worried. 

Just hate this time of night especially if I'm awake. Just panicking I'm fine  

[-Leila-]

5 minutes ago, Alpha9th said:

Hey, what is happening to you? I'm kinda worried. 

Don't worry about me. I think I did to much today. Which is bad because apparently that's self har. 

[-Leila-]

My mums here it's fine

[-Leila-]

I'm going to try sleep. Good night @Alpha9th

[Alpha9th]

14 minutes ago, leilaa said:

Don't worry about me. I think I did to much today. Which is bad because apparently that's self har. 

Be fine and get rest! And I am going to take my meds and do the same. You now, I think that otherwise I will not be tired until morning. 

[Alpha9th]

14 minutes ago, leilaa said:

I'm going to try sleep. Good night @Alpha9th

Good night! 

[-Leila-]

9 hours ago, Alpha9th said:

Be fine and get rest! And I am going to take my meds and do the same. You now, I think that otherwise I will not be tired until morning. 

Morning 

[-Leila-]

9 hours ago, Alpha9th said:

Good night! 

How are you ☺ 

[-Leila-]

I had the most rubbish sleep I could ever have.

[-Leila-]

My mums not awake god I want to run 

[-Leila-]

10 hours ago, Alpha9th said:

Remember, that nasty feeling is in your head. Now glucose and nutrients will go to every cell in your body.  Your brain will be especially happy about it!  You might even feel a little happier.

Newertheless, I am proud that you are caring about your body and eat! 

Thank you

[-Leila-]

I loose everyone I'm better off dead

[Alpha9th]

2 hours ago, leilaa said:

I had the most rubbish sleep I could ever have.

Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. How are you doing right now? 

[Alpha9th]

2 hours ago, leilaa said:

I loose everyone I'm better off dead

What? No, of course this isn't true. There is no possible situations where you better off dead. 

[Monsoon]

2 hours ago, leilaa said:

I loose everyone I'm better off dead

Hey @leilaa

I just want you to know that we have sent you a message to check in. Speak soon.

[-Leila-]

15 minutes ago, Monsoon said:

Hey @leilaa

I just want you to know that we have sent you a message to check in. Speak soon.

Thanks 

[-Leila-]

15 minutes ago, Alpha9th said:

What? No, of course this isn't true. There is no possible situations where you better off dead. 

I feel like it is. I'm stupid

[-Leila-]

47 minutes ago, Alpha9th said:

Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. How are you doing right now? 

I'm not good