My vent 😭😭😭😭

[sflowergirl]

ohhhh ok

[Cal_The_Oyster]

But yeah I love that! 

Is it possible to go by both Jasper and Alias?

[sflowergirl]

[Cal_The_Oyster]

Hehe 

[sflowergirl]

lol it posted 2 times

Edited August 9, 2022 by sflowergirl
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[sflowergirl]

I am so bad at tech stuff

[Cal_The_Oyster]

Did it? Also lets chat on mine 

Were kinda bombarding this post lol

[sflowergirl]

lol you are right cn you chat me I sooo bad at this

[Cal_The_Oyster]

Check my identity thing

[sflowergirl]

[-Leila-]

Feel awful  

[Alpha9th]

3 hours ago, -Axel- said:

Feel awful  

Hey, 

what bothering you today? 

[-Leila-]

52 minutes ago, Alpha9th said:

Hey, 

what bothering you today? 

Woke up with urge to sh

[Alpha9th]

29 minutes ago, -Axel- said:

Woke up with urge to sh

You are just overwhelmed or something makes you want it? 

[-Leila-]

1 hour ago, Alpha9th said:

You are just overwhelmed or something makes you want it? 

Yup! Exactly that sadly

[Alpha9th]

2 minutes ago, -Axel- said:

Yup! Exactly that sadly

Meh, not great (although you are great for being open and rational about it). Still, did you try physical exercises when you have that urge? Maybe all these inner bodily senses will override your urge? 

[-Leila-]

1 hour ago, Alpha9th said:

Meh, not great (although you are great for being open and rational about it). Still, did you try physical exercises when you have that urge? Maybe all these inner bodily senses will override your urge? 

Hey sorry for the late reply! I just got home. Feel pretty rubbish inside my head is telling me to do very bad things

 

[Alpha9th]

1 hour ago, -Axel- said:

Hey sorry for the late reply! I just got home. Feel pretty rubbish inside my head is telling me to do very bad things

It's fine, take your time :)

Isn't it for you like a urge to silence everything with pain? Emotions, senses, thoughts – everything. 

[-Leila-]

28 minutes ago, Alpha9th said:

It's fine, take your time :)

Isn't it for you like a urge to silence everything with pain? Emotions, senses, thoughts – everything. 

It hurts. Because I want to be my gender now . I give up 

[-Leila-]

32 minutes ago, Alpha9th said:

It's fine, take your time :)

Isn't it for you like a urge to silence everything with pain? Emotions, senses, thoughts – everything. 

Wasn't happy with how I was referring to my gender as so I've put my actual name and hopefully I decide what I want.. I think my gender is giving me real issues.

[Alpha9th]

37 minutes ago, leilaa said:

Wasn't happy with how I was referring to my gender as so I've put my actual name and hopefully I decide what I want.. I think my gender is giving me real issues.

Oh, okay then! How should we address you now? Pronounces, I mean. 

[-Leila-]

13 minutes ago, Alpha9th said:

Oh, okay then! How should we address you now? Pronounces, I mean. 

I'm not entirely sure! She/they?

[Alpha9th]

Just now, leilaa said:

I'm not entirely sure! She/they?

Are you comfortable with she-part? 

[Monsoon]

2 hours ago, leilaa said:

Hey sorry for the late reply! I just got home. Feel pretty rubbish inside my head is telling me to do very bad things

Hey,

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling rubbish today. I'm wondering, when you've felt rubbish before, what has helped you to calm down? 

[-Leila-]

28 minutes ago, Alpha9th said:

Are you comfortable with she-part? 

I'll have to be! It is my gender at birth so I guess?