I've been having hallucinations since last year

[Honey_Badger]

In April 2021, my vision significantly changed. The world has become cracked, fragmented and grainy. My ability to discern depth and perception has markedly worsened. Static objects change colour as I'm looking at them, and things are bending and morphing around me. This has coupled with a common dissociation and inability to connect to the immediate environment. Colours are either garishly bright or morbidly washed out. 

I'm having an MRI scan to see if there's a locatable cause of the problem, but this is having a very noticeably negative impact on my emotional state. I feel isolated and unable to speak to people without the fear of judgement or ostracism. 

Who should I speak to? Is there a good course of action I can take? 

[Daisie]

Hey @Honey_Badger Welcome to the community.

 I am Daisie a Community Warden here on the forums, and I wondered if you would feel it’s beneficial to have a chat with one of our Trained Mentors? I have tagged them in so you know who they are and so they can reach out to you. @Monsoon & @Blondie

[Monsoon]

21 hours ago, Honey_Badger said:

In April 2021, my vision significantly changed. The world has become cracked, fragmented and grainy. My ability to discern depth and perception has markedly worsened. Static objects change colour as I'm looking at them, and things are bending and morphing around me. This has coupled with a common dissociation and inability to connect to the immediate environment. Colours are either garishly bright or morbidly washed out. 

I'm having an MRI scan to see if there's a locatable cause of the problem, but this is having a very noticeably negative impact on my emotional state. I feel isolated and unable to speak to people without the fear of judgement or ostracism. 

Who should I speak to? Is there a good course of action I can take? 

Hey @Honey_Badger

I just want you to know that I've replied to you privately for this. Take care and speak soon.