Blc Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Hate Click this notice to reveal the content. Hi guys I've had enough I keep thinking about what happened at my old school and it's getting to my head and everything that's happened since then makes me feel worse I have friends and a girlfriend but I feel like they!l leave me as well me and this girl I think we're right for each other but I've messed up previous relationships because of the way I am and I don't want to mess this one up because I love her like love her love her not obsession but I want to make this right also I've been helping well trying to help another friend with their relationship because the boyfriend me and him are like brother's and the girlfriend is a good friend of mine but they said they don't need help but I just wanted to help just so neither of them ended up like me during a previous break up I won't go into detail but I was really depressed I'm over it and I have moved on with the girl I'm with now but a lot of that depression still lingers not because of what happened but the truth is, I've been broken for so long that I'm guessing what I've felt came all out with a vengeance and it's eating me up inside to the point where everyday now I just feel nothing do I could be talking to one of you guys and the next I just feel empty I look in the mirror and I just don't see me anymore I see a stranger everyone says smile you have a beautiful smile and I try for them and recently I had this parent teacher meeting or EHCP as we call it and we mentioned my glasses which I need to wear for close up reading but because of how bad my self esteem is I don't wear them and the first time I had them on i just hated myself and saw what my bullies saw not a person just a disabled mental mess who is finally breaking down I'm sorry guys I just keep hearing voices saying everyone would be better off without you and whatever like your rubbish and stupid and garbage and I have just had enough I really need you guys and possibly my girlfriend as well because you lot are the last thing I have MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XSnowX Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Hate Click this notice to reveal the content. 2 minutes ago, Blc said: Hi guys I've had enough I keep thinking about what happened at my old school and it's getting to my head and everything that's happened since then makes me feel worse I have friends and a girlfriend but I feel like they!l leave me as well me and this girl I think we're right for each other but I've messed up previous relationships because of the way I am and I don't want to mess this one up because I love her like love her love her not obsession but I want to make this right also I've been helping well trying to help another friend with their relationship because the boyfriend me and him are like brother's and the girlfriend is a good friend of mine but they said they don't need help but I just wanted to help just so neither of them ended up like me during a previous break up I won't go into detail but I was really depressed I'm over it and I have moved on with the girl I'm with now but a lot of that depression still lingers not because of what happened but the truth is, I've been broken for so long that I'm guessing what I've felt came all out with a vengeance and it's eating me up inside to the point where everyday now I just feel nothing do I could be talking to one of you guys and the next I just feel empty I look in the mirror and I just don't see me anymore I see a stranger everyone says smile you have a beautiful smile and I try for them and recently I had this parent teacher meeting or EHCP as we call it and we mentioned my glasses which I need to wear for close up reading but because of how bad my self esteem is I don't wear them and the first time I had them on i just hated myself and saw what my bullies saw not a person just a disabled mental mess who is finally breaking down I'm sorry guys I just keep hearing voices saying everyone would be better off without you and whatever like your rubbish and stupid and garbage and I have just had enough I really need you guys and possibly my girlfriend as well because you lot are the last thing I have No don't go. Ily. 1 MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blc Posted November 30, 2021 Author Share Posted November 30, 2021 Ily2 but I've just had enough I'm sorry MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XSnowX Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 Can I offer you a warm hug :( MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blc Posted November 30, 2021 Author Share Posted November 30, 2021 Yes please I need one MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XSnowX Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 Ily so I'll give you one MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blc Posted November 30, 2021 Author Share Posted November 30, 2021 Thank you MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XSnowX Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 The bullies are assholes Your better then those idiots you got us MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blc Posted November 30, 2021 Author Share Posted November 30, 2021 I know thank you I really appreciate it MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XSnowX Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 Your welcome sweet cheeks! MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blc Posted November 30, 2021 Author Share Posted November 30, 2021 Aww thanks that makes me feel a little better MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XSnowX Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 Just now, Blc said: Aww thanks that makes me feel a little better Ily haha!! MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XSnowX Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 Ily haha!! MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blc Posted November 30, 2021 Author Share Posted November 30, 2021 Ily2 lol MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XSnowX Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 It's so cold hehe MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blc Posted November 30, 2021 Author Share Posted November 30, 2021 Is it? I haven't been outside Tbh with you lol MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XSnowX Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 Yeh with me neither MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blc Posted November 30, 2021 Author Share Posted November 30, 2021 It is getting cold though let's hope we don't freeze out there Lol sorry that wasn't funny I have a dark sense of humour lol did you see the snow? It wasn't that much but it was a decent amount MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XSnowX Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 Shhh it was funny. No snow here I'm near the south of the earth MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blc Posted November 30, 2021 Author Share Posted November 30, 2021 Ah lucky you can I move by you? Lol so I have had two lots of snow due to storm whatever it's called and it's still so damn cold MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XSnowX Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 I'm near sea so yes! Haha lucky I hate snow I love rain and wind though MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blc Posted November 30, 2021 Author Share Posted November 30, 2021 Omg Sameee although I have to say I prefer rain over wind Tbh it's less Cold lol MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
XSnowX Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 I love rain my favourite weather ngl Ima go shower night! MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blc Posted November 30, 2021 Author Share Posted November 30, 2021 Ok goodnight MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Monsoon Posted November 30, 2021 Share Posted November 30, 2021 This post has been flagged with warnings, as follows: Hate Click this notice to reveal the content. 3 hours ago, Blc said: Hi guys I've had enough I keep thinking about what happened at my old school and it's getting to my head and everything that's happened since then makes me feel worse I have friends and a girlfriend but I feel like they!l leave me as well me and this girl I think we're right for each other but I've messed up previous relationships because of the way I am and I don't want to mess this one up because I love her like love her love her not obsession but I want to make this right also I've been helping well trying to help another friend with their relationship because the boyfriend me and him are like brother's and the girlfriend is a good friend of mine but they said they don't need help but I just wanted to help just so neither of them ended up like me during a previous break up I won't go into detail but I was really depressed I'm over it and I have moved on with the girl I'm with now but a lot of that depression still lingers not because of what happened but the truth is, I've been broken for so long that I'm guessing what I've felt came all out with a vengeance and it's eating me up inside to the point where everyday now I just feel nothing do I could be talking to one of you guys and the next I just feel empty I look in the mirror and I just don't see me anymore I see a stranger everyone says smile you have a beautiful smile and I try for them and recently I had this parent teacher meeting or EHCP as we call it and we mentioned my glasses which I need to wear for close up reading but because of how bad my self esteem is I don't wear them and the first time I had them on i just hated myself and saw what my bullies saw not a person just a disabled mental mess who is finally breaking down I'm sorry guys I just keep hearing voices saying everyone would be better off without you and whatever like your rubbish and stupid and garbage and I have just had enough I really need you guys and possibly my girlfriend as well because you lot are the last thing I have Hey BLC. I just want you to know that we've sent a message to check in on you. Take care and speak soon. MultiQuote Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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