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Hi guys, So it's gotten to the point where i'm giving up. I just can't handle it anymore, i'm so exhausted. I've been trying and trying and TRYING to get my first job for months now. I had jaw surgery in March, and it's been so hard. My parents have been threatening to kick me out of the house if I don't get a job soon. I have Autism and ADHD and I'm struggling. I'm so, SO tired mentally, physically, emotionally, from trying to get a job and I have no idea what to do because I just can't take it anymore. I want a job I LIKE, one I'm passionate about. Everyone's telling me to go work at Coles or Kmart or fast food, but I don't want to. I was at mcdondalds for like 3 shifts and left because i got hurt and no one did anything about it (being autistic, i dont think the same way about what to do when i get hurt compared to how people without autism think when they get hurt). I'm just so tired, i just want to cry all of the time, I don't feel very happy anymore because I'm ALWAYS stressed and thinking about how I don't have a job...i just don't even KNOW how to put it into words. I'm so so so SO tired. As I said, physically, emotionally and mentally. I feel like my mental health is suffering because of this. In my country we have what's known as the National Disability Insurance Scheme (ndis) and it helps people with disabilities. I'm currently on that and I think I will need someone from there to help me get a job because I just can't handle it anymore. All i want to do is lie in bed and stare at the ceiling and hope my health, all emotionally, physically and mentally improves, because I'm just so exhausted. I'm sorry i know i've said that a lot now, but I just can't put into words how i'm feeling. I need help, i've tried reaching out to people and no one will help me. I feel like i'm going downhill and I don't know what to do...i owe my mum $640 because we're flying down to melbourne later this month for my great granny's 100th and I dont have a job, i only get $153.15 a MONTH from Ndis, and I'm struggling. I only get that much a month as said for clothes and sensory equipment etc....i just can't handle this anymore. I'm not going to do anything stupid, absolutely not so please do not think i am because trust me i'm not. I've got too many things yet to do. I'm just so exhausted from struggling for months to get a job and i STILL don't have a job. i want a job i'm passionate about. I love horses but if i can get a job as a dog groomer, i'd be happy. I was told i have a job at this dog grooming place but the lady in charge won't reply to my messages about me starting work, and I'm desperate...please just someone help me. I just can't do it anymore. I'm so tired, i feel absolutely exhausted, like i have no energy, and most of all, i feel like i've lost my spirit, like all the fight has gone out of me. I'm just giving up now. I can't handle this on my own, it's too hard. I need help, so please, just ANY advice, anything at all, please just help me. Please.