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(I hope this is the right section for this!) so, somebody really close to me died and like…I miss them so much. There was so much left to do. So many unfulfilled promises. And they were young…. There should have been more time. And like there r so many memories of them constantly. It’s so hard. But everyone will think it’s silly because of who they were… it feels like my worst nightmare came true. Like I lost my best friend. I feel empty and lonely. And the shouldn’t have died! And since it happened I kind of tried to keep it all inside because it hurts so much. I was so happy and it was taken away by two words. And people say to me that we can’t forget them. That I have to talk about it. That I have to visit their grave. Well it’s impossible for me to forget about them. I remember everything in extreme detail so much so that I almost want to forget… and I want to function so if I visit their grave or talk about them I’m afraid I’ll shut down with grief and won’t be able to carry on. But I don’t even know why I’m writing this. Everyone will just think I’m annoying and my feelings aren’t real, or something like that. well If anyone has advice that would be great…