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  2. La_Bonita_Chica

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    im back…
  3. Thanks for the care, it really does mean alot. Recently, i told my therapist about some things that obviously require bringing my parents in and doing things to try and improve my mental health and hopefully my parents acceptance but I came out and they still don't believe me i guess or support me which sucks but i told them whether they support me or not, im still going to be me but it would just make it easier and less stressfull if they did. I was really stressed at the time and needed to rant but im used to doing things on my own. The main event happened a few years ago and only a few weeks ago did i allow myself to think through what happened and then on Monday is when i finally just let it out. I feel like i shouldnt have to put together an explanation of how it feels to be trans and the science of it just for the slight chance of them actually listening and not going off about how god made me and that my feelings now dont matter because they just MIGHT change in a few years or because im young so I don't have a say in my own self as if im a puppet. Like they care that i feel okay until it has to do with something they don't approve then i can feel like shit aslong as they have thier " perfect little girl ". And the sad thing is my therapist obviously dosent support me either so i feel like im constantly still isolated and i shouldnt've opened up anyways cause ive always done things alone but now i am and i know they just pourposley choose not to make an effort which makes the phrase "i love you" alot harder to beleive. Im sorry if i made you worry or anything, i don't need help but i admit talking about how i feel and the stress is helpful. Thanks for listening
  4. Nah I 100% agree with that, people say we're the same but we're very different in how we think & act Tho I'd love to here ur opinion on how we're different :]
  5. Emmerson

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    Goodnight (even tho it’s like what 8 for u I’m pretty sure?)
  6. Equivalent Ways

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    Hahah, ok okok, goodnight then~<3
  7. Emmerson

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    It’s like 11:30 but I’m not done with my hair…but imma go to sleep after I’m done
  8. Equivalent Ways

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    ok I have to go but I will be back sometime, isent it like.... the middle of the night there or smth
  9. Equivalent Ways

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    oh I mean, I think calling MYSELF confident would be a stretch...but frick ppl who put other ppl down lol! But i mean i also have a tendency to take stuff very personally so i feel ya
  10. Emmerson

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    I mean i look decent but not out of the house decent…it’s good u have that much confidence bc I mean yeah sometimes I do the same thing but other times (if I’m having like a really hard day) I’ll take it to heart and just say ok and just walk away… It’s nothing like specific just like sometimes ppl ask me what happened (when I actually tried to look good that day) and then I just say oh I woke up like this and barely had time to get ready this morning so I threw this on and called it a day…
  11. Equivalent Ways

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    awwww, I bet u look fine haha but like, if ppl ever tried to make fun of me in any way, 1, I dont get easily offended. 2, I just laugh with humor and confidence, or 3 I just run with it/own it lol Like, if you want you can share some of the stuff ppl say...? no pressure tho
  12. Emmerson

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    Oh no I take abt an hr or so every morning trying to look decent because I have very judge mental ppl at my school and in my family so I try to look halfway decent because I wake up and look like a hot mess
  13. Equivalent Ways

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    haha lol, gfu tho seriously. uhhhhhh, so I like have self respect and like feeling clean/ looking decent but other than that, I dont give a what I look like
  14. ok, 1, ppl consider all sorts of stuff as art good or bad, and as an artist this is one I often come across and ponder deeply 2, Its just weird when u think about it 3, Yeash thats what I thought too because we are social creatures by nature... But our 'like minded' ppl can actually end up being toxic so I guess It depends but overall I think it leads to more joy 4, lol I agree, nothing is stopping this crazy a $$ train to destruction 5, I am not really too into politics but I think it is bull crap when ppl put their own selfish(loose-loose) needs above those who rely on them for structure and support :( 6, I just kinda feel like romance does not exist, and its kinda fake, I just feel like there is love-----the reproduction, like I feel like those are the categories of relationships lol If that makes ANY sense ty :3
  15. Emmerson

    Hey

    Lol I did that at the beginning of my freshman year(I’m almost done being a sophomore) and now it’s a bit longer than shoulder length and I’m currently in my bathroom trying to make it more wavy than it naturally is so it can actually look good tmmrw and it’s taking forever!!
  16. Equivalent Ways

    Hey

    Lololol, I am kinda busy enough as it is but I can try to direct you to resources tho lol HAHAH, I have not really much hair, I mean, I shaved of all my hear years ago out of annoyance and just kept it sense
  17. Nah yo that is actually really nice you responded and its really cool too :D LOL and you responded to my questions It is nice to know someone else questions some of these things, I love a friendly civil discourse ya know? Here, i will try to get back to those questions, but for now I will say that I think every human is searching for love and safety And I would say I have that.... hmmmmm
  18. Emmerson

    Hey

    Anybody else despise doing their hair?
  19. Granted but now every hair you touch is greasy I wish I had my electronics
  20. Wish granted but your other homework is 10% more harder and 100% more work i wish hair was easier to do
  21. Granted but they despise you I wish I didn't have math homework
  22. Granted but you buy something that you would never ever buy I wish I could tell the person I have feelings for them that I have feelings for them
  23. Ok so is it just me or are July Leos different than August Leos :D- haha I'm a July Leo ︎
  24. Granted, but it's not the right temperature. I wish I could go to hot topic rn
  25. Yesterday
  26. First: What do you mean by this one? Honestly at some points I wonder these questions too! I thought I was the only one because other people always say things that are kind of either (genders topic) umm homophobic About the second question? I honestly don’t know/never thought about that. Third: (why I think why) We seek to find like-minded people because we want a connection with someone and like-minded people kind of well think alike I guess but I have a question for you. Is that always a good thing? Four: Honestly? I don’t think so tbh because Humanity is (respectfully) becoming less humane and also becoming dumber and dumber. Five: I personally think they should go as far as they should because their citizens safety should be their top priority. Six: what do you mean by that? Elaborate please? Don’t feel bad for spamming if you have any questions ask them with all your hearts desire and someone will hopefully answer them for you. But may I ask, if not answers do you know what your searching for then?
  27. Emmerson

    Hey

    @Huxley hey! I’m off would you like to talk now?
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