i am curently sitting in class either bighing ignored or having kids say rude things to me and it makes me wonder why cant we all get along we are all difrent but that should not make us hate eachother and now I am thinking why does the amount of the pigment Mellinin our skin produsec due to were we or our anstesters are from due to the sranght of UVB rays from the sun have anything to to with who we are? yet it seems like it does, you could be the best person in the world, but if you have darker skin you could be treated unfairly or even attacked. I have a friend at youth group who has darker skin and she is one of the nicest people I know yet she told us taht at school she was called the N word and I hate that. It makes me sick to think that some people will view me as better than her becuse of my fair skin, that is untill they find out I love girls I am TIRED of hiding who I am, yet I know that if I don't I will be putting my self in danger, I am just lucky to have a good family and to be alble to find the good people out there. Sorry I dumped this here but I just needed to get it of my chest and cant talk to my partner right now.