I think I'm fat. My thighs almost touch when I stand up! I think it might be just me but I know I am fatter then most of my friends. I don't want to be fat! I can hold all of my stomach fat in both of my hands. I don't know how much I weigh, I really want to know though so then I can know whether or not I am fat. I am super insecure and don't like wearing bathing suits because then I look fat and ugly. I am also shorter then all my friends and look so ugly, and like a baby. No matter what I do I am still ugly.