Listen to me !!!!!

Hey @Sad Life

Thank you for opening up to us about your relationship with your parents. I can imagine that speaking about how things are for you might be quite emotional, and I just want to check in and see how you're feeling? Would you like to tell me a little bit more about your life and how it's been for you? It's totally okay if you don't, but I just want to ask because although it can be hard to talk about the difficult times, it's also really helpful to get it out, and it can feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders, but no pressure whatsoever. We are here for you. Speak soon. 

hey, my parents are the same. so toxic and they always make it look like we dont appreciate. i havent spoken to my mother for a year now. we live in the same hous

Hey there @NimoKe

I'm sorry to hear about how things are with your mother at the moment. Can I ask, what happened between you two? 

Thank you guys for listening to me, and sorry I was / I am in a very rough spot of my life.

Since I was a kid, there was not a single day until I was 15 years old that my parents were not angry with me or would be friendly or listen to what I say.
the day I got the understanding of how the fucking world works, I was young and, to be honest, I don't want any other kid to know how the world is unless and until they are adult or past the age of 20 
in my case, I was forced to become an adult and mature because of my parents and situation. You know it is fucking funny that I never got the time to be in puberty. Now, after getting an understating of the world and being mature, I am hitting puberty. 
And now, after what I went through and what I am going through is so very difficult to handle that sometimes I think I should give up on my existence.
When I was writing this, I was very confused because I didn't know where to start my story. I guess I'll stop for now and will think about where should I start. Should I start from recent events or a bit back when I started understanding I was forced to be an adult and mature so young?
Sorry for this but I would like your opinion about what would you like me to start from.
I will change the title for this blog to Why my life is always fucked!!!! Because I want to talk about my parent's relationship and everything about what I went through.

Thank you guys for listening to me, and sorry I was / I am in a very rough spot of my life.
Since I was a kid, there was not a single day until I was 15 years old that my parents were not angry with me or would be friendly or listen to what I say.
the day I got the understanding of how the fucking world works, I was young and, to be honest, I don't want any other kid to know how the world is unless and until they are adult or past the age of 20 
in my case, I was forced to become an adult and mature because of my parents and situation. You know it is fucking funny that I never got the time to be in puberty. Now, after getting an understating of the world and being mature, I am hitting puberty. 
And now, after what I went through and what I am going through is so very difficult to handle that sometimes I think I should give up on my existence.
When I was writing this, I was very confused because I didn't know where to start my story. I guess I'll stop for now and will think about where should I start. Should I start from recent events or a bit back when I started understanding I was forced to be an adult and mature so young?
Sorry for this but I would like your opinion about what would you like me to start from.
I will change the title for this blog to Why my life is always fucked!!!! Because I want to talk about my parent's relationship and everything about what I went through.

Hey there,

Thank you for getting back to us. I think it would be good to start from earlier on so that we can get to know your situation in more detail. I think that it can be quite therapeutic to let it all out. Also, I noticed what you said about ending your existence, and it kind of sounds like you’re thinking about taking your own life. Can I check, are you safe at the moment? I know it might not seem like it now, but these feelings can get better, and you can move forward, but it’s good to be open so that we can help get you the support you need. Take care and speak soon.