I've had depression since the beginning of 2021. And near the end of that year I became a suicidal. I stopped doing the things I should have been doing. I got behind in all my subjects, I'm even having to retake one this fall. I've been through a lot. There were times I just wanted to give up. But I didn't. And I'm so glad I didn't. Because this passed month has been one of the best month since 2021. To be honest I never thought I could be as happy as I was before I had depression but I was wrong. I have finally found the motivation to do the things I love. And I just feel like my depression is finally getting better. Sure I still have my bad days but over all I've just been really happy. I think the one thing that will really help would be my family understanding my feelings but I'm not ready to tell them yet.