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Every June my soul dies


Alex.

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I’m not kidding. It really does. Ok, let me explain the first reason. June is pride month, and guess who is demi and aceflux and can’t be proud of herself? Me. My dad shades  everything from us, like he is protecting us. But he isn’t. This is the real world. So that means hiding my true identity at the month I should be “ self loving me” and my “ uniqueness”. Plus, we are going to vacation to Florida in early june so that means some homophobia. 

My second reason is kinda personal and I don’t like talking about this because it brings tears to my eyes. Last june, my mom got in a huge fight with my grandma and grandpa ( nonnie and Tito) for reasons I won’t say, but they left saying goodbye and I haven’t seen them in one year and my cousins in 4. If you get to see your cousins every once in a while, consider yourself lucky. Meanwhile, I have family drama on my mom’s side of the family, and every time they mention anything about it, I want to crawl up in a small hole and die. 😭. My throat aches with sadness as I write this. I just want everything to be like the way it was, where I could see them without a fight, without drama. I got a text from nonnie saying I didn’t love her, but I do, I’m still in a tough spot after that one year.

 

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  • Ditch the Label Staff
28 minutes ago, Alexis. said:

Approve this please and my other blog I’m not dead

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  • Digital Mentor

Hey @Alexis.

I'm sorry to hear about the family drama. It sounds like not being able to see them has had an impact on you which is totally understandable. How are you feeling about what's happened? 

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Hey, it’s gonna be alright. There always has to be a storm before the sunshine and rainbows. So if your going through the stormy times, it’s going to over soon. Stay hopeful for me, okay? 

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Hi monsoon, I feel very lonely over the summer and it marks the year since it happened. I miss my cousins, I want to see them again

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  • Digital Mentor

Hey,

Yeah, that sounds really tough. Is there any way you can contact them, like online perhaps? 

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  • Digital Mentor

Hey,

Yeah, in person would be good, but it might have to just be online for now. How has it all been going recently? 

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