Hey :>/ (TW WARNING: self abuse, depression, anxiety, etc.)
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Entry posted by Chabela in Don't Be Mad If I'm Selfish, Alright? ·
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Hey everyone...
how are you doing? I'm okay, I guess. just feel depressed and hella stressed about...everything.
about school.
about home.
about my friend who's being complicated while I'm trying to keep myself alive
about my other friend, who's crying because life is so hard, so I'm trying to not smoke or drink...or burn myself.
about my crush, I want to stop loving him, to stop needing him. he doesn't like me back, and dealing with the stress of being friends with him, and whether I should risk it or not.
also how great, my bestie dysphoria and gender dysphoria is back, so yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy........... :D
But I'm okay, really. it seems like I'm dealing with quite a lot, but its not much when I've been carrying this stress since I was 5.
*sigh* Can't wait for today :)
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