Sexuality & Identity Of Me, Myself, And I :))
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Entry posted by Chabela in LGBTQIA+ Safe And Closet Chat ·
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I am 14 years old and on my journey in the LGBTQUIA+ community. I started questioning myself when I was 7, and I kissed a girl that age, but also a boy, and weirdly, I thought that was perfectly fine and went on with myself until I turned 10. I always knew that I felt a way towards girls, but I thought that was just admiration. and about my identity, I used to think that I was a girl, but always had imaginations about how it´d be like to be a guy, which at the time, thinking it was normal, asked my girl friends and sisters if they have, but no one ever did until later on when I was 12, when my best friend came out to me as gender-fluid. I liked guys all the way from kindergarten to 5th grade. and one of my best friends, call her hmm Luna, I liked her in the 6th grade and knew it too, so I thought that I was bisexual, still having a preference to guys. Too bad she is heterosexual (straight, for those of you who don´t know the term) so she kindly declined me and I moved on. I dated like about 5 guys in 7th grade but having a MEGA crush on this one girl named Mary and we texted online and it was very nice talking to her. I don´t really call myself ultra-feminine but all those girly stuff that I DID like I told Mary and she understood it and came out to me as bisexual and that´s when things quickly changed. Me and my friends -including Mary- liked role-playing in our chat and doing that non-stop. To make this REALLY long story short, I fell in love with her but I was completely confused because I forgot the whole me-liking-Luna-in-6th-grade thing and I didn´t make a move like the idiot I was. One day she lost contact with me and I was devastated. In that time I figured out that I´m in the non-binary spectrum and go by as gender-fluid or gender-queer . to make and even LONGER story short, I found out I am mainly abrosexual, pansexual, gender-fluid/gender-queer. And now me and Mary are in contact again, and she is now my girlfriend! 2-week mark :D
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