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Who else runs from problems they have because of their parents and/or partner(s)?

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TW: Underage Smoking, Underage Drinking

I sit at my friends house rn, smoking a cigarette, nursing a glass of whiskey, and feeling sorry for myself, I've tried to stop. It doesn't work. My friend does the same, she understand what I'm going through. I act as if I'm not affected while I'm at home. They don't question the smoke stench, they think my friend's mom smokes, they don't know it's me. They want to know why my coats have burns on them, they don't know its from a cigarette I was smoking. They tell me to stop ruining my coats bec
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Check out my new tribe.

Hey, I just created a Tribe called Julian Ali's friends. Its a private tribe for chatting, a small problem I don't have many friends!  If you wish to join, go to my profile click on tribes and send me a join request. Thanks!   Note: If you follow me, or I follow you, you should automatically be approved.  2nd Note: if you are approved please be sure to review the rules before continuing to chat. 3rd Note: If you are approved and proceed to NOT follow the rules, after 2 warnin
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I feel.

I feel like I'm barely crawling. I feel empty. I feel like my spirit is too big for my body. I feel hate. I feel love. I feel, I have feelings, not many people know. I feel hated. I feel out of place. I feel gone. I feel like life doesn't matter. I feel that we're only born to die. I feel like a shell, my body is a shell, a transportation device for my real soul.  I feel punished because I was made a girl. I feel pushed back.
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Problems

I run, but running only lasts so long.

Running from telling my parents. Running from the truth. Running from love. Running from hate. Running from support. Running from bullies. Running from life. Running from death. Running from the darkness. Running from mistakes. Running is a way to cope for some people. Running is a trap for others. For me, running is a terrifying joy I feel that if i run long enough I will end up at the end. The end of the world, the end of time, the end of life.
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