I went from being meow at to being treated like a puppy
sit down, run fast, no that isn't right
I have to fight the urge to scream SHUT UP A! She's driving me slowly but surely violent
not crazy, I'm already crazy
And then everyone is purposely trying to put a teacher in the hospital by wearing perfume
And i can't ever seem to find time to see the counselor
And when i was in a room with my friends i just felt so alone, like i was useless
they have other friends
I have not been in the christmas-y spirt, i cant lie
but the new year will be good *crossing fingers* *knocking on wood*
so i will post my resolutions
1. become more assertive
2 great grades- i'm done with just good
3 start my first book (its gonna be a good one!)
4 get a job
5 drivers license
6 live in the moment
7 speak up
8 self love
9 quote people to look smarter🤓
(for example: to quote taylor swift about #8 "hahaha i can't even say
i am grateful to have friends but my 'friends in my class are so irritating.
They're always giving each other double standards and getting mad at each other for no damn reason
also, now there is a sketchy boyfriend in the equation
he swears at us a lot! and in a real mean way
its just irritating
thats why i want to have a birthday with no friends, so but i need air and less drama
i love my chickens, they are my babies
the very thing that chains me to the ground
i work hard
so damn hard even though it sometimes makes no difference
i am learning German because i learned that my family has intense German roots
I hate people, children, anyone when i ever my highly introverted phase
because eww, people
but people here are nice and im happy that im here
you may not like me here but i am beyond caring
because this is not school
i don't know why but all people pay attention to are my mistakes
the celebrate them
like they just fuckin thrive from my failure
i should've just stayed in that dam snowbank
Taylor Swift writes poetry that she sings
And I was catching my breath
Staring out an open window
Catching my death
And I couldn't be sure
I had a feeling so peculiar
That this pain would be for
Evermore
I've been having a hard time adjusting
I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting
I didn't know if you'd care if I came back
I have a lot of regrets about that
thank you, Taylor Swift,
