so at school had the infinite crash of
ohmygod im afailure and won't get anywhere how will i live i hate everyone and everyone hates me i should crush them all
and then so sad at home because my mom and sister talked about putting away the lego and i can feel my childhood being striped away
and now im rocking out to music
I need feminism because my 12 year old sister stepped on the scale and is now crying
fuck body standards
fuck women body standards
fuck man body standards
fuck any body standerds
You can't change your weight sometimes
you can't change your face
body
anything
you can try but it won't ever be good enough for anyone else
so be you
please
this is why I'm ok with being 'ugly'
because to my friends I'm the hardly aggressive girl
and
so today is going fine, finally
got good grades
got complements in GYM
I'm still kind of worried though
can i be 'too much at times'?
i try not to but i also try to 'get out there'
its kind of irritating and scary at the same time
i stress about school too much
i used to be good with class discussions and doing more presentations but now its just stressful
also i am more and more fearful and hateful of my peers
i feel that everyone is watching and judging and i have a mix of self and other loathing
so i dread it every morning
i can't wait till February because im going on a trip though
also if you read my one post i'm sorry for bringing up that terrible roe vs wade thing, i was just caught up
i hate gym
everyone judges me and I hate it. I find it useless and last year the gym teacher threw a flag in my face. WHY GYM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So, this might be the long time in a while that I post because my house has terrible internet. Updates:
Forever single
Lost 2 chickens
Looking to sell a chicken (either silkie rooster or chick)
The girl I admitted to my friends about liking still has no clue
So yah, unchanging
fun
