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questions and talking and ranting and being me! ('cuz that's what this place is about!)

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i just want everyone to know this

i love my chickens, they are my babies the very thing that chains me to the ground i work hard so damn hard even though it sometimes makes no difference i am learning German because i learned that my family has intense German roots I hate people, children, anyone when i ever my highly introverted phase because eww, people but people here are nice and im happy that im here you may not like me here but i am beyond caring because this is not school

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please just goddam stop

i don't know why but all people pay attention to are my mistakes the celebrate them like they just fuckin thrive from my failure i should've just stayed in that dam snowbank

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To quote all the most beautiful, relatable Taylor Swift

Taylor Swift writes poetry that she sings   And I was catching my breath Staring out an open window Catching my death And I couldn't be sure I had a feeling so peculiar That this pain would be for Evermore   I've been having a hard time adjusting I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting I didn't know if you'd care if I came back I have a lot of regrets about that   thank you, Taylor Swift,

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It's just like that sometimes

Today i was excited for social, now not so much i though everyone would be excited for our groups project of paper making turns out its just me, and everyone else is just being forced to do it for grades i am going to be hauling this entire large group i wish i could do it by myself it's basically the same thing for shakesphere I mean, why do i have to be the only one in my grade who actually gives a damn about learning, who likes learning I just feel so out of

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this is why

I need feminism because my 12 year old sister stepped on the scale and is now crying fuck body standards fuck women body standards fuck man body standards fuck any body standerds You can't change your weight sometimes you can't change your face body anything you can try but it won't ever be good enough for anyone else so be you please this is why I'm ok with being 'ugly' because to my friends I'm the hardly aggressive girl and

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yup

so today is going fine, finally got good grades got complements in GYM I'm still kind of worried though can i be 'too much at times'? i try not to but i also try to 'get out there' its kind of irritating and scary at the same time

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uhg

i stress about school too much i used to be good with class discussions and doing more presentations but now its just stressful also i am more and more fearful and hateful of my peers i feel that everyone is watching and judging and i have a mix of self and other loathing so i dread it every morning i can't wait till February because im going on a trip though also if you read my one post i'm sorry for bringing up that terrible roe vs wade thing, i was just caught up

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He He He

So, my mom and dad are all 'you're so anti romance, just wait until you're screaming after boys and I'm like HEE HE HE WHAT YOU DONT KNOW IM NOT ANTI ROMANCE IM LESBIAN i laugh so hard i want to cry

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gym

i hate gym everyone judges me and I hate it. I find it useless and last year the gym teacher threw a flag in my face. WHY GYM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i can out to my sister THREE TIMES

this may seem confusing, so I'll break it down   time 1: I tell her but I am so scared that I laugh hysterically, so it make sense that she didn't believe me that time time2: she just doesn't believe me time 3: i come out, and now she thinks that I'm bi

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A possible long wait

So, this might be the long time in a while that I post because my house has terrible internet. Updates: Forever single Lost 2 chickens Looking to sell a chicken (either silkie rooster or chick) The girl I admitted to my friends about liking still has no clue   So yah, unchanging  fun

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Hey people

Hi, this is Vega, or that's how you know me, if you do know me. I'll be quick and say I might write a lot, I might not. (ooh, mystery, this got exciting!) Basically ranting is why I'm here and if you hate mad people then this is not the place for you. But I am starting this with a poll because that seems like fun. 

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